Chapter 44 (Red Pyjamas)
"I am your guardian now, Yibo" Zhan holds and told Yibo
The touch on his shoulder sent Zhan heart throbbing fast but he doesn't know that the boy is also having a rather flashing and fast heartbeat as well
Yibo feels not so shy now and he returns the gesture with smile and a nod but he avert his eyes at Zhan, Zhan didn't want to let go the boy till Yibo said
"G-Goodnite"
This seems like an ending to Zhan but as he watched the boy walking to his room, Zhan look at the hands that holds the boy and he smiles inside and outside as well.
"At least we are closer now"
Yibo walks back into his room and his heart is beating fast and when he closed the door of his bedroom door, he immediately slide down on the floor, feeling really exhausted and tire. Yibo had no experience dealing with people. His mode of dealing is always, you gives me instruction, I obeyed and I must get my pay. Yibo is used to physical hardship but he had never experience the torment of his heart. He was in deed jittery when he knew that he needs to seek the heir help for his change of address and his consent form. He is now living in the Xiao Mansion, there is no other way than to approach the young heir. Yibo never need to deal anything emotional, thus his heart is raw to him. He cannot even understand the fast beating of his heart. He feels that the young heir has an aura that gives him too much pressure. He finds that looking at the young heir is already having funny feeling in his stomach and yet his is uncertain if this is normal. Thus, he always avert the eyes of the young heir by looking away or hanging his head low, which he is used to it. But tonight, everything is different. They actually had a conversation, Yibo actually comes out of his comfy shell and went to approached the heir. Now, the emotional drained Yibo could feel his stiffen face and neck that seems to have so much tension that it is even aching unknowingly. Yibo is often wondering wat does the word "Guardian" means, in his knowledgeable understanding meaning someone that provides him with care and someone that take cares of him. His mind is just too chaotic and it is like a battle field. In his mind, he knew that he needs to relax and so he went in to take a hot steamy shower. He just couldn't allows his body to have that kind of strange tension.
So, when YIbo is inside the shower, his mind drifted to Zhan's warm when he is behind him and the gentle voices that Zhan used when talking to him in Zhan's bedroom. All these are too much for the poor boy to understand. He hasn't even been in love before or even have the thought of wanting to be in love. So, all these emotional winding up is too much for him. He decided to sing a song that he heard from the internet "Nan Hai" meaning "Boy" and he just randomly sing to ease his mind. Yibo had never sang in his life like that because he lives in a poor environment and also he had never feel comfortable singing where his brother or father might just tease him, but now he is in his own bathroom and it seems fine. He wanted to let his suffocated soul release that tension of meeting that dark soul piercing eyes that had send his heart beating wildly. The hot water smoothly slide through his pale white skin effortlessly, He let out the song directly from his lung and it gives him immense relief and even pleasure that he had never experience before. He doesn't even know how long he had soak under the water till he felt his skin crinkle a little and he knew he has being under the water for too long. He took a big towel and wrap around. He looks around and realised one thing. He forgot his clothes for once. It is not like Yibo, tonight everything seems weird.
His heart beat fast
He feels tensed
He is singing
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Lock me in your heart (Completed) ✅
FanfictionThis is a story about Wang Yibo, a 18 years old, from a family who is so poor that the father who is a gambler willing to sell him. He is being rescue by Zhan's nanny, who has so much compassion for Yibo, wanted to adopt him as her own son. Zhan is...
