Time : 20:46
About three hours till New Year!!!
To be honest, I have never really looked forward to new years. It's been always an ordinary ordeal for me. It's a possibility that I am just bored and I don't look forward to this year too. But midst this mindless rant, I strangely feel positive which I rarely do.
This year feels to be full of surprises I guess. But I learnt a lot in 2020. Both via good things and bad things. I've learnt to appreciate, I've learnt to never let go both good things and good people, I've learnt to never think that you have learnt enough, I've learnt that there's always room for new adventures and I've learnt that things like infinite possibilities can be true only if you believe! I've learnt that love back whoever loves you, care for whoever shows it to you, help whoever helps you.
Some of the hardest lessons I learnt is that not everyone deserves to know the real you and sometimes you have to be selfish in order to protect yourself. It's a fucked up world afterall.
To be honest, ik I'm being dramatic but this year has changed me a lot as a person. In fact the last two years!
I used to be this naive chirpy person who loved talking and I almost told everything about myself to everyone I met, like an open book. Yeah, it was high time. That habit bit me in ass 😂😂.
And I still like talking.... But I guess I don't talk much anymore. I have y'all lovely readers to rant to. :)
The anonymity of this profile is actually the coolest thing! I can literally bitch about anything wrong in my life without getting judged. I can write any bullcrap in this book because no one will ever read it. I am so glad I created this book 4 years ago... Man I'm such a genius 😂😂😎
Right now, I'm listening to Russian songs by Jony😍. Yes, you can call me crazy but he has an amazing voice! I want to update Royals but mood nhi hai 😭😭. I don't wanna think at all, need to preserve my brains as it is... Like Virus said in 3 idiots... Brand new brains in the market😂😂
I feel giddy and goofy for no apparent reason tbh. I want to talk about anything and nothing. I want to fangurl to Taylor Swift.... Fangurl with a 'U.'
Okay, favorite song of Evermore?
I love all but ,
No body no crime
Is totally awesome!!!!
Folklore - seven, invisible string, the last great American dynasty
Lover- Daylight, Cornelia Street ( I can't remember others rn)
Reputation- So it goes, dancing with our hands tied, This is why we can't have nice things (I have pranked a lot of ppl with this song 😂😂)
1989- Clean, this love, style
Red- red, all too well
Then there is love story, mine, we are never ever getting back together, you belong with me ( cliche songs)
So there's that!!!
Love ya all
Time: 21:01
