This is a kind of regret I have from like, a few months. I mean I wanted to let it out for quite some time now but today I felt the need to let it out. Its no biggie but it still kinda makes me feel guilty.
A few months ago, when the result of tenth grade came out, I got to know that I stood second in the district out of like thousands of kids. And then a few local newspapers called me up for a short interview. The thing is, I never..... Not even once , had the decency to give some credit to my family who, God knows had to put up with my temper and mood swings. Yes, I haven't achieved anything in my life. But today, I felt that I won't achieve anything in life even after being successful if I don't know how to treat people, that matter the most to me in life right. Sometimes I really feel that I'm incorrigible n then I start.... More like disliking myself which in turns makes me worse. I know I'm not the best person in the world to talk to or to show affection or may be even be considerate but I want to become better.
I'm self centered sometimes and many times overambitious but I feel it's just the way I am and o can't change that even if I want to. Maybe I should just take baby steps and not think much....
That felt a lot better...... Thanks
A/n : that's me .... Unfiltered .... From 2018... Hail 2020