Today is one of those weird days when I start questioning anything and everything and all the circuits of my judgement go haywire. I am lost and confused and I might as well rant it all out to a TV or hug a pillow. Yes I do that. And no you can not 'aww' at me or patronize me as an awwable person. And I don't give a damn if that word doesn't exist.
Have you ever wondered why the hell we, as humans, are so unsatisfied?
Have you ever wondered why the fookin' evolution had to engineer only us as the godforsaken beings who were actually conscious of ourselves and our NEEDS?
Why does that have to happen to us?
And that makes us so messed up!?
Knowing your thoughts and perceptions, your confusions and actually when you can't blame it on the hormones, why, because your education said so that this time it's not your hormones that are fucked up and the fact the fact that you are aware of it makes it even more crappier!
I mean ants are simple right. Food and survival and then suddenly death by trampling by a bigger animal or eaten by a bigger insect. End of the story! Easy peasy.
Have you ever wondered why does everyone, including you ofc, has so many problems and so many struggles at so many levels? Just why?
It's not even upto us to decide whether we want to come live on the Crappy Planet Earth or not and that itself makes me feel like a meek powerless thing. And then we spend the rest of our life trying to become something good. If we become something good, HUMANS will make our life a living hell just because they are jealous and insecure and the only way to suppress their failure is to exude a false sense of being the one who holds power and making others believe that. If you are something good you'll wither away alone because of our psychotic tendencies of not accepting someone superior and like a herd of sheep our race tramples the good ones in the lot.
If you fail to be something good and OH MY GOSH why were you even born or a fake charity in the veil of mockery is what you get.
So why?
Why do we even strive to be something when we know the end result?
Why does this rotten world has its own twisted and sick ways of working?
Why is there any dependency on anybody and for that matter why is it only us, humans who possess this special curse of emotions and awareness while everything else lives in an ignorant bliss?
Have you ever wondered things like this ?
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