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Background Info (Part 1)

Mully Pov

Josh. The name is like honey on my lips. He's my best friend and my crush. He knows I'm gay, but I don't know if he's gay or not. He hasn't made a comment to make me believe he is gay, or a comment to make me believe he is straight. In fact, he never comments on how anyone looks. I'm always pointing out to whoever I'm with, saying that someone is hot. I've never heard him once say anything like that. He was one of the main reasons that made me figure out my sexuality. When I was younger, I never found girls attractive. But I didn't find guys attractive either. When I was in high school though, I still didn't find girls attractive. I thought that I might be asexual, until I met Josh one day. Wow, those beautiful blue eyes, and the beanie and short hair. It made me swoon. I quickly became friends with him and his friends, Eddie, Grant, Gaege. Better known now on YouTube as EddieVR, Your Narrator, and Juicy Fruit Snacks. I knew from that point on I was gay. The boys were very supportive of it, but they do get on my nerves. It's amazing when they go one whole day without bringing it up. Josh though, he's always been different. When I told them, everyone congratulated me, while he stayed in the corner and watched. He talked to me later about it on our own. He rarely brings up the fact that I'm gay, and when he does, it's not in a guy way, where it's just joking about it. Or he's bragging to someone, like,

"Yeah, I have one gay friend, and a Mexican friend," I'm sure some people would say. He's nice like trying to brag to people saying that he has a diverse friend group. That's why I like him. It's not just because he's gorgeous, but because he has an amazing personality. Sure he jokes around, like all of us do, but when it comes down to it, he's sweet and kind. The perfect boyfriend material. Still, may or may not be gay. And that's what I've been working on for the past 3 years.

OK this one is done. Sort of rushed sorry. Will post again today.