Hidden abilities and my Alpha mate

Chapter one: on our own

Cecilia pov*

I still didn't believe he was gone. How could this have happened? He was suppose to be here to give me away when I find my mate! He was suppose to hold me, when my brothers and I fight! He was suppose to be my rock, when my parents anniversary came around. Why did it have to be my uncle Sammy?

*FLASHBACK*

"Elias!!! Elias!? Where the heck are you? *I whispered to myself* I need your help, Brad? Guys come on! Uncle Sammy?" I yelled as I entered the pack house, I started to panic. Where the heck is everyone? Where are my brothers? I started to feel the heat and pain start to increase, signs that I would be shifting any moment, it wasn't too painful so I knew that I had time. I thought I would never shift since I didn't when I turned 16. That was a year and two months ago. No one in the pack ever shifted late. I was searching for my brothers in the house passing everyone with whispers of hello, no one seemed to know where they were. When I finally reached the hall to where my brothers and uncles rooms were I saw them. Both Elias and Brad were pacing and mumbling too low for me to hear even as a werewolf with Alpha blood. I decided to stay in the corner to find out what would happen, what I heard from Elias was still very low so I only caught fragments of it. Something about tragic... And tell her, what was tragic and who is her??? Damn I have had about enough of this standing around, so I made my way to them like I had just gotten home from my run in the woods. When they saw me they froze and didn't say anything, which was odd considering they never shut up. 'Where is uncle Sammy? I need to tell you guys something.' Nothing I didn't get one response they just looked at me! So as quickly as I could I burst into my uncles room with a smile on my face because of my brothers shocked expressions that I got passed both of them. As soon as I entered the room I noticed the lack of heart beat and breathing coming from my uncles unmoving body. 'He's dead cece!' That was the last thing I heard before I fell into complete darkness!

*End of Flashback*

It's been 2 months, 2 months since I last saw my uncle, 2 months since his funeral and 2 months since I have said anything. I still ate and went to social gatherings with the pack and my brothers but I would never say anything. It was like my wolf didn't come back due to feeling the loss of family, she just shut herself off from the world and stopped the transformation all together. Normal wolves would have been tearing everything apart if they didn't shift for a week. How I managed 2 months was beyond me especially since I was so close to my first shift months ago... I knew my brothers were worried that I haven't said anything to anyone but I just couldn't make any sounds come from me. Some nights I would scream until one of my brothers came in to hold me but even when they enter and ask if I was ok, all they'd get was a whimper. I was so tired of being treated like some sort of fragile glass that would break with a gentle touch. I wasn't. I was the 3rd in command and a strong warrior for the pack. I would not let my wolf keep me locked up within myself, so I made my way downstairs to see the whole pack laughing and enjoying the company... Just like a family. When everyone saw me they stopped laughing and looked at me with wide eyes. The people with more shocked looks were my brothers! I understand why, for the whole summer break I have locked myself in my room only going down when someone came to bring me to dinner. With that I spoke the words that only earned more shocked expressions.

'Im hungry, is there anything to eat?' It came out rough and scratchy but still audible. Both my brothers looked toward eachother making sure they both heard, which they did.

'Uhm, yes cece I'll go make you a plate' that's when Elias came toward me and brought me into a warm hug. 'And it's also really great to hear that beautiful voice again!'

I didn't understand but I know now just how much I needed my brothers and pack, I also missed my Bestfriend Kisha and Raylani. I haven't seen them since our run 2 months ago, I wondered what happened to them!

Brad brought me out of my thoughts, but I didn't exactly hear him! 'Im sorry Brad, what did you say?'

He chuckled at me with the only response I wasn't expecting, 'Same old cece, I'm glad you haven't changed!' Well that was random! But it is Brad. With that I asked the second thing that has been in my mind for a while. 'Hey, where are kisha and Raylani? I miss them' my brothers just rubbed the back of their necks, the way they do when they get nervous. 'Guys? What's going on?' They looked at eachother and grinned. 'Well' Elias replied, then brad finished it off. 'Cece the girls went off just this morning, to get new cloths for school. Since you 3 will be starting school a week from now!' My mouth formed an 'o' as I started to realize that school started in a week. What Elias said next made me want to jump at him and beat the crap out of him. 'And cece there will be another pack coming in a few days, they will be sharing the territory since rouges have been showing more frequently! And there will be some of them that will be starting at the same school with you, so be nice. The alpha is the same age as Brad with true alpha blood. So don't threaten him, they are the silver wolf pack!' With that my brothers walked away towards their rooms. And left me to my thoughts... Another pack? More rouges... I didn't like the idea that another pack would be staying on our land. But my brother is the alpha and I know he is just trying to secure the safety of the pack. Oh well I think I'll just finish my dinner, which if I must say was amazing. It was just Mac and cheese but it's been so long since I had eaten it, once I was finished I cleaned up a little still having a little energy in me. When I finished washing and drying the last dirty dish, I put it away in the cupboard and left to my room.

Once I was out of my day dream state, I was halfway to my room, which was just a floor above my brothers. I couldn't get my mind off the new pack. Will they be dangerous? Will I find my mate in that pack? Are they stuck up? Just as I was getting into my pajamas I realized that I needed to go shopping for cloths. I'll just have to wait until I meet the new pack. With my future mate being the last thing on my mind, if he would be the one to help me through anything, if he would love me unconditionally, I wonder if my mate is anything like i dreamed he'd be? I was too excited about finding him that I had not noticed that my eyes were beginning to shut on their own accord. With a small smile on my face, I fell into a blissful but dreamless slumber.

So this is the first chapter, sorry that it sucks. I know but hey I did give fair warning. Next upload will be coming soon. It's like 5 am here so yeah. Anyways thanks for reading. You can leave a comment or vote that's your choice.