Hey guys so I'm going to be adding a new character, I know what role he will be and I hope you guys enjoy... I know it's been so long since my last update. But let me know what you think.. And If you guys can check out another book that my friend and I are writing together the book is called "mystic falls academy" well I'm going to stop talking now so you guys can read. Sorry and enjoy
Cece's POV:
Everything is numb, I can't eat nor can I sleep. Things have gotten to out of hand, so out of control. Lately my mind has been going through some minor modifications. Changing my view on the things I thought I knew with all my heart and soul, but now Im not so sure about anything. What is real and what is just fictional, who to trust and who is the real enemy. "Man, I am turning into one of those sappy soap operas." I spoke more to myself then to anyone in the room. Sadly I have no company, not my brothers or my best friends. "What is happening? I feel like a chunk of my life has just been completely wiped out..." I spoke yet again to nothing but thin air, Just the echo of my own loneliness. Even my boyfriend wants nothing to do with me, He says that he will love me always but why has he put such a cruel fate on me and wound me so deeply. Yet again, I am stuck with this unsettling feeling that something has gone terribly amiss. How can I change it? I thought this time walking out of my room and through the halls, that are haunted with just the echo of my own footsteps. I stopped dead in my tracks just as my stomach made a sound that I can only compare to a dying whale. I don't recall the last time I had eaten anything, so I head to the kitchen to see if there is anything to eat. Just as I stepped through the doors, all the laughing and playful banter had ceased, making everyone well aware that the outcast yet again has come out from hiding. I put my head down in shame as everyone but my own mate had looked in my direction, I saw the pain and regret in his eyes and it made me nearly double over in pain. How could I make someone as breathtaking as him feel so upset and guilty. I was the one responsible, It was all my fault.
"So... Are you guys still mad at me?" I asked looking at my two best friends, who were already looking me in the eyes. I didn't say much after that more like I couldn't due to those girls tackling me to the ground and sitting on my stomach and legs.
"Seriously guys? the ground was the only thing to get me on? you couldn't be like normal wolves and just kick the crap out of me?"
"Well we love you to much to kick the crap out of you." Keisha told me but when I looked down toward where I heard her voice I laughed like the sun was dying. Keisha was clinging onto my leg like a little child facing her biggest fears, "Really? you decided that was the best place to grab onto?" I asked her holding back another outburst of giggles.
Ten minutes later I manage to get the three of us off the ground and standing tall, yet again we just giggled. I managed to get in front of Blaze, but he just looked at me with a hidden emotion behind his cold eyes and walked away. Leaving me feeling broken and unarmed, it would be all my fault he feels that way. So me being me I followed him through the now crowded room to the empty halls.
"Blaze?" Just as his name left my lips he froze as if I had just shot him. "This... This does not change anything, you have a lot to make up for. I LOVE YOU, but I can't forgive you yet." and with that he left me standing there holding in the tears. The scream trying to come out so I did the only thing I could do. I ran.
I ran until my feet could no longer carry me, the only thought that I could process at that moment were of him. That cold glare and emotionless tone he carried. How tall he was as he stood his ground and the sound of my heart being crushed right in the palm of his hands. Is it possible that I was that bad of a person to him? Did I make my own LOVE... HATE ME? I thought until my brain could no longer process any more thoughts that I kept coming up with, by that time the sun had gone down and the moon herself gleamed through the canopy of trees up above. I let her take me as I closed my eyes welcoming the darkness to take me to rest upon the peace.
Blaze's POV:
I walked away from her... I could not look her in the eyes and believe that those were the same eyes from before. How could I? Just then Matt and James walk into my room and looked at me as if they had just witness the whole interaction between us.
"What are you doing?" James asked as if it wasn't the most obvious thing in the world. "We did everything to get our girls back on our sides and you throw your's away like shes nothing!" He screamed not letting me get a word in. They don't know what kind of hell I have been though for that girl and what she has done to me. "YOU WILL WATCH YOUR TONGUE!" I yelled in his face making sure he remembers exactly who is the Superior. " Don't think that for one second that you know what I am going through. Because I WILL rip your throat out. YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW!" I screamed getting my point across. Showing them through our link just exactly what happened. Matt being the peace keeper of us just looked down at his shoes like he was hiding something big and important.
"Matt?" I looked him in the eyes and watched as his own clouded with uncertainty, " What is it?" I wanted to know but I didn't want to force him into it. He still is my best friend and if I do that then I don't know if I would lose his trust as well. " I'm sorry, I have to go for now." Matt looked at James and just rushed out without another word.
Matt was always good with letting us know what was going on, But that has me a little on the curious side. I wanted to know more and exactly what was going on, But how? then I looked towards James and saw that he had fell asleep. So I walked out of my room leaving a sleeping James kicked to the ground and on his side in the fetal position. "What am I going to do with you?" I asked to sleeping James just as I closed the door. Next step to find out whats going on with Matt...
Hey guys sorry about the extremely late update, I should just stop saying sorry since I do it all the time. But I hope you guys enjoyed and ill start working on the next chapter for you as soon as this goes up. So enjoy, vote, comment... It means a lot to me.
~Naomi
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