You Chill? Squip x Reader

Chapter 27

(Squip's P.O.V)

I'm still kinda mad. Kinda mad that (Y/N) and Kennedy are doing the stupid Valentine's day thing. Like- no one knows but me, Irene, (F/N), and obviously (Y/N) and Kennedy. They don't even like each other!

It's bullshit!

I know it's all in good friendship, but... I just am really jealous right now... and I have to admit that.

I WANT HER!

Kennedy doesn't deserve her. I'm good enough for her! I'm the best option for her!

I'm getting really heated. I just want to spend my time with her... I want to stay with (Y/N). I want to just, be with her all the time. I don't even care where or what it is like. I just want to be with her. Next to her.

I sat down on her bed.

It was seven thirty-nine at night.

(Y/N) looked through the options of movies to watch on her T.V.

"None of these look good," She mumbled as I laid next to her. Not too close, just... close enough, but far enough. She was laying down under the covers, trying to get warm. It was literally snowing outside. But Weather people said that it would be the last time that it'd snow.

"Maybe we should watch The Conjuring... But I wanna try something new," She sighed, setting down the remote.

"Maybe The Sanatorium," I suggested.

"I haven't heard of that one yet," She went to the search bar and looked it up.

I was currently in human form. She said it just made her feel ever less lonely.

"Is this it?" She asked, hovering over a movie title.

"Yeah, that's the one," I nodded.

"It looks scary," She giggled, looking at me, pushing herself against the pillows behind her.

Before the movie even started, it started loading. And loading.

"Ugh, it always does this... it just takes so much time to load," (Y/N) sighed. "We can just wait it out,"

"I guess,"

"You know... I don't think I'm gonna really be able to let you go," (Y/N) brought up out of nowhere.

"What do you mean?"

"I mean like- If I finally make it out on my own- I don't think I'm gonna be able to get rid of you... I just... I just want you here," She murmured. "...Do you get it?"

"Yeah... I get it,"

"What about you?" She turned to me. I don't think she realized that she was slightly flustered.

"Uhm- I mean... Well, I guess... I don't know what I'm gonna do without you," I sighed. "Like- I mean- I actually don't know what I would do if you were gone..."

"Same," (Y/N) nodded. "Like, if you just left- I don't know how to put it- Like if you just disappeared one day, I don't think I'd be able to live normally," She mumbled and looked across the room, trying not to make eye contact with me. "I mean, you're the only person I've opened my heart up to all the way. I mean, I tell my mom and (F/N) and Irene a lot of things, but I haven't told them everything. Except for you,"

"I could say the same. I have never told anyone else about myself- well, I mean, you'd be the only one to listen," I said, ending in a sad laugh under my breath.