You Chill? Squip x Reader

Chapter 30

(Y/N's P.O.V)

I opened my eyes to Eric already awake, lying next to me on my bed. I left the fan on so it was so cold in the room. I pulled the blankets over my shoulders. Was yesterday night real, or a dream?

It's definitely real if I remember it.

I can't believe it. I shivered and looked at Eric again. He was wearing something different. Actually pajamas. A gray boring t-shirt and boring black pants. He was also in human form.

These were the only other clothes I was programmed with.

I should get you more clothing. I looked over at my shelves, the one that was closest to my closet. I looked at the dream catcher next to the closet.

Do you have a soul? I asked. When I die? Will you be with me?

What do you think?

I feel that... you could earn one. How could two people be soul-mates without a soul?

You're a (Your religion).

I am. It just makes sense to me.

How do you know that you're able to love? He asked. You got to ask a question so I can too.

I guess... being with you has made me feel a feeling that just feels so... distant. Something I hadn't felt in so long. It's hard to explain.

That gives me all that I need to know. He turned to me, placing his hand on my cheek.

I've never been in a relationship before. I don't know what couples do together.

All you have to do is follow my lead.

Okay... When should I tell people that I'm dating you? You already have an Instagram I made for you... a lot of people are already following you. Should I just say... I'm dating you? Over Social Media? Let people figure it out themselves?

You could do that. But make sure that you tell close friends before so they feel that you told them before posting it on Instagram.

They all think you're nineteen.

Some girls are dating thirty-year-old sugar-daddies. And if not that, most girls are dating college guys.

You're right. I shivered and he rubbed my shoulder, warming me, pushing myself next to him. Do you... are you always going to say so young?

Yes.

I curled up next to him, my back against his chest.

But, I can turn off your aging hormones, increase your healing cells, and make you impossible to kill.

I guess... but, what about my... my friends and family.

All you need to do is give me access to let me slightly in the mind of people you want to keep alive.

Mhm. That sounds nice. I look over my shoulder at Eric. There are not many people that I want to keep around...

I know. He leaned in close to me. You know, I don't think there could be a better match made in heaven better than us.

What makes you think that?

We're both emotional, broken, people that both have that capability of being dangerous.

How am I dangerous?

I'm in your brain. I know how your brain works. The way you think ahead. The way you can lie.

I picked it up along the way.

I figured.

I let out a slight laugh.

You're so special. Eric put his arms around my waist, pulling me closer to him. I reached my arm behind me, over his head, feeling his soft hair.

You're gonna have to show me the ropes of being in a relationship. I sighed the lightest. I'm still new to about everything.

Once again, all you have to do is follow my lead. He murmured, breathing over my neck, giving me goosebumps. 

This is gonna work out well. I look over at my nightstand.

Of course. I know everything about you.

Exactly.

All I need you to do is to trust in me that I won't take advantage of you.

I was going to ask you the same thing.

A match made in heaven

I laughed slightly, turning over to face him.

You're so pretty. I say, lifting his chin a little to exam him. I never got to tell you.

The feeling's mutual.

I'm flattered.

The feeling is still mutual.

I laugh again, laying my head over his shoulder.

We're really made for each other. Even if it took trauma to make us this way.

I agree.

I don't want to get up. I just want to stay here with you forever. And don't you dare say the feeling's mutual.

The feeling's mutual. He laughed.

I hugged him and rested my eyes. I never dated anyone because I knew it wouldn't last. Along with a quote I heard about that if you're not dating for marriage you're dating for heartbreak or something like that. In this case, I can see a long future with you than anyone else.

I know right! Being with you feels so right. So, amazing.

The feeling's mutual.