Chapter 20. Tired?

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Kokichi's pov:

As I lay on (Y/n)'s futon she had offered me to sleep on, I could only think about how lucky I was to have her. She needed someone and I was there so she is trusting me, if I wanted I could just betray her, break her and leave her in crumbles.
But, I don't think I need to. She's really nice but vulnerable. She needs to be stronger.

My thoughts were cut off as soon as I heard her voice.

"Are you still awake?"

she softly asked, sitting up and looking in my direction. I could faintly make out her outline as the lights were turn off.

"yeah."

Letting out a sigh she got up and turn on the lights, and going back to her bed just to sit down.

"I'll turn off the lights if you want me to, I just can't fall asleep..."

"You wanna talk or something? I can't sleep either..."

We silently sat in silence for some time, I casually tried to look at (Y/n) from time to time, and thankfully she wouldn't look back. She seemed to just be staring into space like she had a pea for a brain.

"Why do you trust me so much? Like, I could murder you right now, what if I'm the one that killed Ra-"

"But you weren't. If you don't want me to interact with you anymore, Kokichi, just say so. Stop saying things like that..."

(Y/n)'s pov:

Kokichi repeated the same thing again, he seems to like to question why I even talk to him. And I would love to say why, but I myself don't even have an answer. I shouldn't even be trusting him to come into my room, but what do I have to lose? The only thing that's keeping me from not killing myself is my brother.

I don't know what I would do if I couldn't see my brother again. And in that logic, if I kill myself or die, I wouldn't be able to talk to him.

"No, no... I'm just curious, that's all."

"We should keep accompanying each other, I think we are a cool pair (N/n)-chan."

I couldn't resist but laugh, every time he called me that it made me feel so warm.

"Yeah, I think we should..."

It was awkward but with each other, the company felt alright. Having someone to be able to just hang out with was refreshing.

Currently, I felt out of my body, I wasn't progressing that I and other people needed to kill others to get out of here.

And knowing myself I would probably get killed.

"(Y/n), you good if I go sleep in my dorm? It's awkward sleeping on the futon, my back..."

And without thinking I just blurted out.

"You can sleep in my bed, with me."

I slowly put my hand in front of my mouth, not believing what I had just suggested. But, I instantly relaxed.

Who cares anymore, we are going to die anyway.

Kokichi's POV:

"You can sleep in my bed, with me."

My heart skipped a beat, and my pressure dropped. I tried to scan her face and body language for any sign of regret or her being uncomfortable, but, I couldn't even find a drop. Which made me even more anxious.

"You sure (N/n)? Don't wanna make you fall for me~"

I laughed, but she just coldly nodded. Well, she isn't being fun anymore. So I just got up from the futon, having a goofy smile on trying to make the air less dense.

I reached the side of (Y/n)'s bed, for a second I just stared at her for a good minute, before sitting on the side of the bed and laying down. I tried to get as close as I could to the edge of the bed to give (Y/n) all the space she needed.

"Wow (Y/n), your bed is so comfortable! Don't you think-"

I stopped my sentence as soon as I felt arms wrap around me. My spine straightened out, and my heart became raged.
My heart was being so obvious, beating so off course that anyone in space could notice.

"I'm so sorry...may I hug you?"

She softly asked, her voice carried weight.

'Oh (Y/n) please, please, I love this feeling...'

"It's ok if you want to (N/n)"

She stuffed her face into my back, I couldn't avoid feeling weird. All of a sudden she was acting so...cold. It's alright, I'm not one to say since I'm always changing everything about me around people.

"Thank you."

As she hugs me from behind, all I could do was think about how red my face felt. I was being hugged for so long, and everything felt so warm and fuzzy.
It was a foreign feeling, and I think I can accept it or at least try to get used to it.

"Goodnight Kokichi."

"Goodnight (Y/n)."

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