Kokichi x Reader L I E S ?

Chapter 18. Little Trial

(Y/n)'s pov:

After some time with Kokichi about all the possibilities, I could feel my body giving up.

I needed sleep if I wanted to keep going, but I couldn't just fall asleep while he was in my room, it felt wrong.

"Kokichi, c.....could you please leave, I need to sleep."

I felt horrible asking him to leave. I don't want to be left alone, and he was being so nice to me, I felt like I was kicking him out of my room.
I wanted him to reject the idea.

"Uh, yeah."

He quietly got up and walked out of the room. As soon as he left, I felt like something pinch my heart.

I wanted to reach out and run for him.
Embrace his warmth, see his cunning smile.
I just want to feel warm.

But I bitterly let him go, I would probably ultimately feel uncomfortable with sleeping around him.

I silently put away all the evidence and ideas I had used with Kokichi. Pushing the table in the closet and finally cleaned up my room and sat on my bed.

Something inside wouldn't calm down, but my eyes said otherwise, they just wanted to close.
Close forever and never open.

I crawled into bed and tried to cozily sleep away my worries.
But I couldn't.

Rantaro's body came to mind every time I closed my eyes.

Tw: Throwing up
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My throat closed up and my nosed got a funny feeling.
I started to cough a little I instantly got up and ran to the bathroom.

I threw up, lying next to the toilet.
My throat burn, I couldn't breath, and my ears ring.
I hadn't eaten all day so I had thrown up pure stomach acid.
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I sobbed on the bathroom floor.
I was tired, I was confused, I just wanted to rest.
I just wanted my brother.

I couldn't get Rantaro's body out of my mind, every time I closed my eyes I could just see his dead body lying in the library.

I got up and stumbled to my bed. I layed in the bed sobbing.
I felt empty.

After some time my mind went black and I finally fell asleep.
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"THE TRIAL IS TO BEGIN"

I woke up bitterly.
I looked at the alarm clock and I felt disappointed. It was 11:47 am, way too late for me to still be in bed.

I stumbled out of bed, walking out to the lobby of the dorm rooms, only to find other people gathering around.

"(Y/n)! You look like a mess!"

I heard a familiar voice from downstairs. I slowly walked down the stairs, keeping my eyes down, I could feel my bones ache.
After getting down the stairs Kokichi tackled me into a hug.

"Ready to go to trial?"

My shoulders shrunk, I didn't want to.
I had a suspicion on someone, but I just didn't want to have it this early.
I hugged Kokichi just to feel his warmth.

"(Y/n) you're cold."

He whispered into my ear, I could hear him be considered, I smiled wide.

"I know."

My icy hand reached out for his hand and started to walk with the others wherever they were going.
After dragging him for a little he finally started to catch up with me.

We got into an elevator with everyone, and I subtly held onto Kokichi. It was nice to be able to hold on to him. I didn't want him to leave.

The elevator finally stopped and everyone dispersed.
As soon as we walked out everything became grey.

They started to talk about Rantaro's death, arguing, insulting each other, and I just couldn't take it.

"Please, stop arguing, it's one of you, and you have to give it up! You are hurting everyone!"

I yelled as I slammed myself into the podium in front of me.
Everyone stared at me. Expecting me to say something.

"(Y/n) what are y-"

"Kaede, Suichi. What where were you guys doing these days?"

"We'll me and Suichi were talking about the mastermind, and wer- Wait, nevermind, what were you doing."

That caught me off guard.

"I spent time in my room, roaming the school, talking to people."

"And by talking to people you mean Rantaro don't you."

My mind went into shuffle, all my evidence was thrown around.
I haven't plan for them to ask me questions.

"Y-yes! Rantaro and I talked. Why do you think I'm so invested."

We both looked around at everyone trying to see their reactions.

"Well, me and (Y/n) talked, she totally knows what she's talking about."

Kokichi said as he leaned against his podium.

Something in me just flared up.

I also started to argue with everyone, throwing everything I have at Kaede.

"Fine, I killed Rantaro."

She calmly said.
My heart stopped, and without thinking, I launched myself at her.
Everything my brother had tried to teach me came back, and I just started to hit her.

"(Y/n) calm down!"

Someone screamed behind me, and soon hands grabbed me pulled me away from her.

"You bitch! You coward!"

I yelled at the top of my lungs, tears streaming down my face. I went limp in whoever had lifted me up.