Limbo

everything i wanted

"So this is Kylie, and this is Margo," I introduced them.

"We already know each other sweetie," Margo said and she started smiling on Kylie.

"How?"

"Who do you think gave me your address when I came to your house for the first time?"

"I knew it," I first look at her and then at Margo, they were laughing at me.

"Let's go inside already," Margo said and she disappeared into the crowd.

We were going through crowd of people and we wanted to sit. We found one free seat in the living room. There was also Margo, Sam, Zoe and Drew.

Kylie sat on that free seat and I sat on her lap, her arms were around my stomach and her chin was on my shoulder.

"This is nice," she whispered into my ear.

"Don't spill any drink on me this time," I chuckled.

"Don't worry, but you were enjoying it," she said.

"I was."

We were talking about random stuff, but I needed to go to the bathroom.

"Where are you going?" Kylie asked immediately when I wanted to stood up.

"Bathroom," I turned around to look at her.

"I'm going with you."

"Nobody will kidnap me baby," I said with a smile on my face.

"Now I'm baby?"

"You're always baby," I grabbed her hand and we were heading upstairs.

We opened the first door upstairs and we got a bathroom correctly.

I was going to wash my hands, but Kylie hugged me from behind and then she turned me around.

"I'm sorry I wasn't responding to you. It was selfish of me. I just don't want her to stole you away from me. I can't."

"Nobody could take me away from you Kylie," I put my hand on her cheek.

"I won't let that happen," she pushed me against the wall and she started kissing my neck.

"K-Kyl-"

"Quiet," she said and she left a red hickey on my neck.

"Oh my god," I immediately looked in the mirror.

"You like that?"

"That's huge," I said. Of course it was my first hickey.

She smiled on the words I said and she kissed my neck again.

"I-" I pulled her closer on me.

"Cute," she leaned back and looked at me.

"Stop doing this to me."

"It's just a beginning," she said and she opened the door for me.

When we get down, we sat in our seat again the same way as before.

We could see front door from the living room. They opened the second we sat down.

Lauren came too.

When Kylie noticed her, she hugged me tighter around my stomach.

"Don't worry," I whispered.

"Don't look at her please," she begged.

"I'm not," I turned around to Kylie and kissed her, "I'm not gonna make the same mistake."

Our conversation interrupted 3 boys.

"You should call us that you're coming," Chris said.

"Who's this?" a boy I saw before but I didn't know what is his name asked Kylie this question.

"Boys this is Grace. Grace this is Brandon, Chris and Tyler."

"It's nice to meet you, Kylie is always talking about you," I smile at them.

"She didn't shut up about you for the past week don't worry," Chris winked at me.

"Leave," Kylie said immediately.

"Okay, but we're taking Grace with us, we need to get to know each other more," Brandon said and grabbed my hand and pulled me from Kylie's hug."

"Lauren's here."

"Don't worry," Tyler said.

Then I left with them and I saw that Kylie changed her seat and sat next to the Sam on a big couch.

"Listen, I love Kylie more than anything else, she's like my little sister. And she got through a lot, especially after break up. She didn't want to talk to me. So when she ever lose her mind or if she's angry, she starts yelling a lot. She is sweetheart but she has her dark moments. Just don't be hard on her from the beginning. She's trying," Chris said when we were alone.

"Also she was was very sad when you weren't together for the past week. She was constantly talking about how much she misses you. She also conffesed she has strong feelings for you. But act like I didn't said that," Brandon added.

"Wow," I was surprised. I thought it's just fun for her.

"And we already love you. I'm glad she has someone who's this close to her. I know you won't do that the same thing as Lauren did. She was insane," Tyler added too.

"You're great, thank you,"

"So go back to her alreadyyyy," Brandon said and he softly pushed me.

When I got to the living room, they were laughing very loud.

"Why are you laughing?"

"Margo was showing me pictures you sent her and showing her how you looked like when you were younger. You are adorable," she was saying between laughs.

"Margo stop," I said seriously.

"Come here," Kylie grabbed my hand and pulled me on a couch. The she put her arm around my shoulder. We were together watching at my photos and my friends were showing theirs. I finnaly felt like I belong somewhere, I totally forgot that there's room full of other people. It was only her and my friends. I got everything I wanted. But happiness is sometimes temporary. She still isn't my girlfriend. There's always a chance she can find someone better than me, before we really get together.

I was looking at her, I was thinking about what Brandon said. That she has feelings for me. I hope that's really true. She noticed that I was looking at her after few seconds. She looked at me with a smile on her face and the she kissed my forehead. She filled our already nonexistent space between us, and she snuggled her head next to mine.
I could see how Sam with Zoe were smiling at us. They supported us and most importantly - they were happy for me.

I hope this never ends.