Limbo

is this heaven?

"She had a very serious surgery, and there is small chance that she can survive it," he said slowly.

My phone fell on the ground and my world started spinning. This isn't true. Why I left her there?

Sam grabbed it immediately.
"It's me. She'll be okay. Yeah. Can we see her? 412? Okay, we're going. We will call you," he was saying into the phone,then he hang up.

"Come with me," he grabbed my hand and we were on 4th floor.

"Excuse me, can we see Kylie Tomlinson? Room number 412," Sam said to the nurse.

"She woke up but she's under drugs, but you can to," young nurse answered him, "go alone."

I entered the room and I was standing next to her. She has stitches on her forehead. I was afraid they're gonna shave her head for that surgery. She loves her hair too much. More than me. I smiled for myself.

"K-Kylie?"

She opened her eyes slowly.

"Is this heaven?" she asked me, she was whispering very very quietly.

"No," I grabbed her hand.

"I'm sorry," she started crying. She was breathing very hard.

"Calm down, I'm here," I put soft kiss on her wet lips. I didn't care she cheated on me. I was angry at her, but I couldn't help it. It was her.

"I didn't. I didn't," she said, she was still crying.

"What?" I got closer to her.

"I didn't cheat on you Grace, forgive me," she said and she closed her eyes.

"What are you talking about?"

"I said that because you wouldn't let me go if I said something else. It's not true. I don't want to hurt you more than I already did," she said slowly with her eyes closed.

"I hate your stupid ass Kylie," I started crying. But my tears were tears of joy.

"I know," she sighed

"I love you Kylie," I kissed her lips again. She fell asleep. I was very glad they gave her strong painkillers. She wouldn't tell me this. I took a pen and a paper she had on her table.

My love,

when you wake up I want you to know that you should try to learn how to lie better, or how to not telling me everything you didn't even want to tell me.

I love you. I love you. I love you.
I know you have dark moments and I know I'm not someone who can tell you what you should do with your relationship with your dad.

I'm sorry that I didn't leave you alone when you asked for it. I'm sorry I left you alone in beach house and someone did this to you. Chris is sure you didn't do it to yourself. I believe him.

You're not alone in this. I'm here forever my love. I miss you. Don't think you can hurt me when you're with me. You perfect at everything Kylie. You're enough. Don't leave me Kylie. I will do anything to make you stay in my life.

See you soon,
YOUR Grace

When I left her room Sam was very curious.

"She's okay, she told me she didn't cheat on me, she just wanted to leave me and she knew I wouldn't let her go," I sat on the chair.

"I knew it. I knew she isn't like that," he was more excited than me. He's always little dramatic. He also jumped few times and he started clapping his hands. He's always cute like this.

I decided to wrote into our groupchat. She wasn't in there so she didn't see it.

Me: she didn't cheat on me guys, she just told me that because she thinks she is hurting me. She looks alright.

Brandon🤓: KYLIE I'LL BEAT YOUR ASS WHEN YOU COME BACK

Zoe🐥: Thank god

Chris added Baby❤️ to the groupchat.
They can't see previous messages.

We left the hospital and Sam drove me home.

I sat on my bed with smile on my face. She's alive and she didn't cheat on me. She still loves me. And she think she's not good enough. But she is. She's is more than she think she is. She's important and loved. And there won't be a day that I won't show her how important she is. She's more than enough.