Don't Ask // l.payne

Mean boys

         I arrived kinda late to the studio, it was Mr. Sirrianos personal studio in Manchester so it was a bit of a drive.

Today, me and some other girls were modeling his new collection, "uniquely" named 'Le pop', I giggled at the thought of the name.

I rushed into the main entrance, ran over to the front desk and slammed my hands down to stop me, it also yanked "the desk lady" back from her dreams of a better job, "Jazzmyn tomas? I'm here for a modeling shoot."

She nodded and pursed her lips, with her hair in a bun, she looked like a fish, "Makeup is down the hall, 3rd door on the left." I nodded and ran in that direction.

"THANKKKK YOOOOU!!!" I kicked the door open a little wider. That blue belt was so worth the hundreds of dollars.

I was welcomed by some of my friends and a few new, older models and my all.time.favorite.makeup.artist!

"KANA!!!" I gave her a hug and she waddled over to her chair, and signaled for me to get off and sit my butt down.

"Hows your life Jazzmyn?" she asked while picking out the right makeup out of that catastrophic mess of a table."

Well its pretty fun! Me and Joey are connecting more, The girls will be visiting from Yorkshire soon, Me and Ben talked for a whole 30 minutes today, I went to a one direction concert and now they will be living with us for 2 weeks!"

I whispered the last part to avoid questions from the other models, she smeared lipstick on my face but stopped short, "And you're still a virgin?"

I laughed, "Yes Kana, I still own my v-card!"

Me and Kana were very close, and that wasn't easy considering my past, she was twenty-nine, a whole eleven years older than me, but it never seemed that way.

I didn't have an older sister and Ben didn't understand things like boys, cramps, fashion and singing every word that comes to mind, girl stuff, Kana did, and she helped me laugh me way through whatever was unfairly dealt my way.

And I was always there for her, we had each other on speed Dial....because THAT means were real close!?

I closed my eyes as she applied a ridiculous amount of makeup to my face, "I know you hated them...is that still accurate?"

I decided not to tell her of the [most epic] kiss [ever] and told her the basic truth, "I kinda like three of them, ya know, in a crush way, one of them is quite awkward and the other is a best friend person really."

I shrugged as she picked up a liquid eyeliner pen and started drawing on my fore arm, my eyebrow went up and she explained,

"Christian thinks that girls with tattoos "POP" so you get and large, ugly, fake arm tat!" she sighed and continued to draw.

"What? They don't "POP", they look like bloody insignificants!!"

She laughed at my loud statement, "I agree with you there hun, they look quite strange really." she stood up and put the pen away.

"Whats going on in your life, Kana?" I got up from the chair and stared into the mirror, I LOOKED LIKE A BLUE ALIEN!!

She nodded and answered my question, "Well, good news.....Klohe's in remission!!!" she beamed.

I slowly turned my head away from the mirror and my lips curled into a smile, "OMAGOSH KANA!!! She made it!!! That's amazing!!"

We hugged, well, squeezed the life out of each other and laughed.

Klohe was Kana's daughter, she was single and I took care of Klohe a lot.

Last year, she was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer, it hit pretty close since I lost all of my grandparents to cancer of all kinds and my uncle was battling leukemia over in the states.