The Whole Thing Was....Wrong

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JAZZMYNS P.O.V.

"Its time to get up get out of bed, time to get up sleeeeeepyyyyy heeeaaaads!!!" multiple voices rang out.

The weight of arms draped across my back, the body underneath me moved slowly, up and down as a soft thumping flowed through my ears,

"Get your lazy bodys out of beeeeeeeed!!!" and Irish voice yelled again, followed by a deeper, Canadian voice. A hand covered my exposed ear, "Men, let her sleep. She's tired from last night." Louis' higher voice whispered, his chest humming under my ear.

I wasn't fully aware but I knew a few things,

1.) It was early in the morning.

2.) I was laying on top of Lou, where I slept last night

3.) and the other boys wanted us up.

"What did you do with that girl last night?" Zayn cooed,

"You know what I mean, Malik! Now, please, just let me hold her a little longer."

But, he wouldn't say that in front of Liam or Harry....

 Meaning they must've not been there.

"Alright. Well, breakfast is ready, come up when your ready." Niall replied and two sets of feet ran up the stairs.

I left my eyes closed and silently breathed in his wonderful scent, "Hey man, good luck with her. You obviously love her." Justin whispered and slapped Louis' arm. Justin walked up the stairs and closed the door behind him. My stomach churned at his words, did the twenty year old boy really fall in love with me?

I knew Harry liked me, he said so on our date. Liam, well, it would be easier for the kid that hangs around the park to decipher his feeling for me.

"I do love you, Jazzmyn." Louis ran his hand through my hair and kissed the top of my head, "I wish I could tell you that, I'm so sorry I can't. I slept on it and I've come to a decision. At the mall? Niall pointed you out to us. I took one look at you, your long brown hair and bright blue eyes, I had a crush. Liam slapped me for eyeing every part of your perfect body. Niall said I should go talk to you, but I said no. Honestly, Jazzmyn, I was sure you were going to reject me. He bet that if you ordered any of what we ordered, I had to talk to you. If you didn't, he did my laundry for a month." he chuckled and continued to braid my hair.

"You ordered exactly what I ordered, down to every detail. I was pretty nervous but I couldn't say no, litterly, my mouth wasn't working. I stood up and came over, when you saw me, you looked terrified. I sat down in front of you and.... Complimented your hat..... Who am I kidding? I was flirting. You didn't seem to notice as your eyes scanned every part of my upper body." he believed I was fully asleep so he went on.

"You snapped back. After I repeated my self, you seemed to burn over, like, anger, over my simple statement. You stormed out and Niall forced me to follow you, I did and they felt the need to copy. You turned around and told us off with your beautiful accent. Niall interrupted with Directioner questions and, again, you froze. You were bumped closer to me and for what felt like the first time, when I stared into your eyes, I looked into beauty, I had to smile. You walked off after yelling at us in Latin. I felt the worst pain, like I was never going to see you again, and, it hurt...." he groaned softly and traced my jawbone.

LOUIS' P.O.V.

I tried so hard not to get emotional over the decision I was making, but Jazzmyn was asleep and couldn't hear me so I let the slightest cry slip from my lips. I dragged my index finger along her jaw, stopping on her precious lips that I longed to kiss so badly.

"That night at the concert, I saw you a-and that that spark lit up like you wouldn't believe. Talking to you was perfect and I couldn't help but eye you the whole time. I just loved how with every word you spoke, your personality shone through. It was, earthly, I guess, like, no one else was as secure as you to be themselves. Niall's dare, wow, the anger that threatened to punch out at any moment was unbelievable. Liam touching you, kissing you and smirking as he did so. I know now, I can't take you from him, he loves you too much. Back to now, I'm so sorry, but, I love you too much, I can't be one of the people tearing you to peices. It's unbearable for me to say, but,"

I ran my hands down her back and she looked at me with tears in her eyes,

What am I doing?

I sighed and pulled her close,

"I.....can't......love you." I whispered. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall on my cheeks. I looked up at her, her tears were falling onto my shirt but a slight smile present.

"Louis, sit up and look at me." she whispered and we sat up, I wrapped my arms around her hips and looked into her eyes.

"I'm so sorry, Ja-" her lips hit the corner of mine for the last time.

She pulled away, biting her lip and letting another silent tear fall, "I understand, Louis. But, I'm gonna miss those blue eyes so close to mine." she smiled and traced my lips.

"Thank you, Jazzmyn. Friends?" I leaned back and held my hand out,

"Yeah, mate." she dodged my hand and kissed my cheek.

"Lets go upstairs." I whispered but she wouldn't budge.

"Can you carry me? I don't want to touch the floor."

I chuckled, "Didn't like the movie last night?" I asked her, referring to the horror we watched.

"No..." she leaned foreword, "I just don't want to leave your arms."

I smiled and picked up the girl who's heart I just broke.

(A.N.) SO THIS IS NOOOOOOOT HOW I PLANNED THIS BUT, GEEZ, I SURPRISED MYSELF AS MY HAND FLEW ACROSS THE PAPER, I DIDN'T KNOW THIS IS WHAT I WAS DOING. I PLANNED FOR HIM TO BREAK LOOSE AFTER THE....THING HAPPENS (YOULL KNOW SOON ENOUGH....IF I CAN GET MYSELF TO WRITE IT) BUT THIS IS SO PERFECT IT JUST WORKED OUT THIS WAY.

HMHMHM, WHO DO WE HAVE NOW?

-LIAZZY

AND

-HAZZ (THIS IS SO PERFECT)

WHO DO YOU SHIP?

WELL, TELL ME AND I'LL SEE YA SOON!!

-EMILY

UPDATE!!! I'M WRITING RIGHT NOW I PROMISE!!! I STARTED STUFF AND THINGS ARE TAKING MY MIND OFF OF MY ORIGINAL STORY......SO SORRY!!!

I HAVE DECIDED THE REST OF THE CHAPTERS.

THIS WILL BE SLIGHTLY OVER 30 CHAPTERS AND THERE MIGHT BE A SEQUEL

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