Deadly tendencies (fuenciado)

Day 8

This is the third day I haven't gone to band practice and I miss tony and you so much. And mike.

It's just that I've seen mike. And my feelings for him are confusing me.

I want to kiss him, but I don't love him.

And I know he feels the things I feel too. I see the guilt in his eyes when he holds my hand.

And I know it's because of tony.

I mean they're not together but mike wishes they were.

I think we are both just using each other as a distraction from the love we feel for people we can't have.

Speaking of people we can't have.

Where are you?

I know you don't love me but we are friends. We've been friends since I got out of high school.

I just wonder if you worry about me. Or if you haven't noticed.

I want to tell you tha

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Sorry. I got a phone call.

It was from you.

You were drunk.

You said you missed me.

I said I loved you.

You laughed and told me you'd see me soon.

And I'm still wondering if you're going to remember. And what soon means?