I keep screaming at the stars.
I know it's not their fault but I just miss you.
I miss the real you.
The one that didn't pray I was drunk.
The one that didn't fear love.
The one that loved everything about anyone.
But you're not like that anymore.
I called you after you left. You didn't reply.
I left a voice mail. I said I loved you too.
You still haven't called back.
I'm going to stop writing now.
It hurts
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I went to the park we used to go to after I graduated.
You were there.
Not in a literal sense.
But you were when I was.
You were everywhere.
I felt you around me. You engulfed me and I couldn't breathe.
I'm home now.
Goodnight Vic.
YOU ARE READING
Deadly tendencies (fuenciado)
FanfictionVic, i'm writing to you even though i know you'll never read it. i love you and i just want it to be enough. Trigger warning: self harm and blood