Fuck you
You make me hate myself more than I already do.
I have so many flaws and things I hate myself for but god my most fatal flaw is that I'll love you forever.
You fucking brought her to our band dinner. We only have one every month and you fucking brought her.
Why would you do that?
You held her hand and all I could do was hold myself together.
And even then, I barely did that.
Tony told me that he has seen you with her a lot lately. That breaks my heart.
I literally hate loving you.
So please either love me back or shoot me.
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Deadly tendencies (fuenciado)
FanficVic, i'm writing to you even though i know you'll never read it. i love you and i just want it to be enough. Trigger warning: self harm and blood
