I remember that day I wrote you a poem.
I called it 'my veins'
It was about your words flowing through my veins.
You laughed and told me "no that's just blood himes."
I realize now
it is just blood.
So why do I like seeing it splattered on my sink so much.
You looked into my eyes and I felt like I was staring into a city of lights that held hopeful people.
I realize now those people weren't hopeful, just haunted.
It is just blood.
So why do I like seeing it flow from my body so much.
Why do I like seeing it stain my carpet so much.
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Deadly tendencies (fuenciado)
FanfictionVic, i'm writing to you even though i know you'll never read it. i love you and i just want it to be enough. Trigger warning: self harm and blood