FALLING FOR YOU (Ongoing)

Chapter 29

JAYCE POV

I RAN away from him, running away from the feelings starting to be cleared inside me. I couldn't even explain it but I'm not that stupid not to understand what it is. And I know it's wrong! very wrong!

"I like you."

"I like you."

"I like you."

"I like you."

"I like you."

I covered my ears as I stopped running away, shaking my head keep on thinking how wrong it is. I know LGBTQ was known all over the world already but... it's just feels wrong.

"How dare him telling me those stupid words! Urghhh!"

I sat down on the sands, I don't know where I am but all I know is that, I'm at the side of the sea as I hear the waves of the ocean and how cold the wind here.

I want to come back where I left Aldus but I can't... because if I did, I'd probably lose to myself.

I take a deep breath closing my eyes, calming my disarray heart beats. The heart that's in bad condition right now.

I need to forget what Aldus said to me. "I like you."

I really fucking need to forget it and act like we never talked tonight. I need to act normal when we saw each other again. Although I have no choice not to see that man because we're roommates. Damn fucking it!

Kaya ko to, kaya kong kalimutan ang nangyari at iyon ang gagawin ko.

Dayana texted me to come to the dinner hall already because the dinner is ready, but I have no appetite to eat right now. Ang gusto ko'y manatili nalang dito at pakinggan ang ingay ng alon, ang lamig ng hangin na sana ay gawin akong yelo at higit sa lahat ay iwasan si Aldus hanggat kaya ko.

He was gay.

How come he was? he's a son of a superstar and a known doctor base on how Kiano told me about his father before.

I laid my back on the cold sand making my arms be my pillow as I stared above the sky where billions of stars glistening giving me calm throughout my mind and heart. I really like watching how those stars scintillates every calm and dark nights.

"I like you."

"Ahhh! stop it! stop!!!" naupo ako at sinuntok ang bungangin na alam kong hindi manlang naramdaman kahit anong sakit.

"Fuckin' unlucky night! how many bad events will turn me to not enjoy this useless trip. It's useless because my heart feels just became more worse, worse than ever. This trip only make me more near to Aldus!

"I'm sorry."

"Stop it! I don't want to hear his voice inside my fucking mind again!" I shouted not because I'm angry but—I can't explain it.

"Jayce." I froze. I turned my head around as his view reach my eyes. He was just standing there where I can't see any of his expression because of the dark.

He's really here!

"Stop Aldus, wag kang lalapit." I reminded him, more like reminding myself to avoid being near him.

"Hinding-hindi ako titigil Jayce. Kahit anong sabihin mo, I'll chase after you. I'll prove you how much I like you, hell, this is more than I never expected. My feelings were deep that I cannot be able to retrieve it anymore Jayce."