"I can't anymore!" I scream because of the pain.
"Come on, Hon. You can do it. I love you. Our baby is coming." Hanz encourage me.
"One last push misis you can do it!" Saad ng OB ko kaya naman kumapit ako ng mahigpit sa kamay ni Hanz.
"AHHHHHHHHHHH!" I push and then a load cry of a baby filled the whole room.
"He's here." The last word that Hanz told me before I fell a sleep.
As I've held Pryce on my hand. I can't feel anything but happiness akala ko ay siya na ang papawi sa lahat ng sakit at depression na dinaranas ko.
But then, He is not.
"Ah! Mom!" I shouted ng mapanaginipan ko nanaman si Mommy. Tatlong buwan na akong hindi nananaginip ng ganuon.
Akala ko ay ayos na ako at si Pryce ang dahilan kung bakit ako hindi na nananaginip pa. But after three months ay eto ako ngayun.
I heard Pryce's loud cry on his crib but my body is shaken. My Mom's cold and filled with bloods body is repeatedly flashing on my mind.
I cried with Pryce and Hanz can't stay calm. He Called Harley to get Pryce. Matapos nuon ay kinuha niya si Pryce sa crib at inilabas ito.
Nag patuloy ako sa pag iyak at panginginig.
I am so scared.
"Hon." I looked at Hanz and he hug me. He hug me so tight. "It's okay. I'm with you." he repeatedly said that hanggang sa mawalan ako ng malay.
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"Please. For my son's sake!" I plead to him. I am asking him to take away my son for me until I am perfectly fine.
"He can't live without you, Precious naman. Not like this!" He is loosing his patience.
"I will just going to hurt my son. My dreams are hunting me. Hanz, I am depress! Mapapahamak si Pryce saakin." Pag mamakaawa ko sakanya. Frustrated na ginulo niya ang buhok niya.
"Pinapamigay mo ang anak natin." Mariing saad nito.
"I want to protect him!" I defend.
"From who?!" He scream. I cried and lost it.
"F-From his own M-Mother." I broke down and he sigh. He looked at me and then hug me. "I am a wreck. I can't lose my son. I want what's the best for him. I want to be the best Moma for him. Give me some time to build myself." I plead and he did not say anything.
We stayed like that.
"Hindi pa pwede sa formula ang bata." Saad ni Mama Nesty.
"I can give her my milk." I suggested and they nod.
Madalas umuuwi sa Nueva si Hanz to deliever my milk para sa anak namin. Hanggang ngayun ay saakin pa din ito nakuha ng Gatas.
Pero sinasanay na din siya nila Mama sa Formula.
He is used to make Dede sa bottle.
"Ma!" Na pabalik ako sa reyalidad ng biglang sumigaw ang anak ko. Kanina pa bungis ngis ng bungis ngis si Pryce at hindi na uubusan ng energy. Hanz is feeding him ng Banana while he is crawling and practicing lakad na sa carpeted floor.
We are here at his play room.
"Be careful my love." I sweetly said while guiding him to go to his Dada na nakaabang na ang banana.
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Free Will (Passion Series 2)
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