Beautiful,Beautiful,Beautiful boy

22:Moral of the story

TRIGGER WARNING OF MISCARRIAGE!!

Long nights with Hinata gave me a lot to think about. One thought that kept coming back up was how there was another. That day. That night like stains upon my mind.

   "How about we slip  my beta-pleated sheets and you get to know my alpha-helix? " Kuroo whispered in my ear pushing our body's closer together. It was the day after nationals, and our teams decided to go get wasted.
  I felt the tall cats finger run down my spine causing me to arch my back. His hands slipping down to entrance. We didn't care. Our judgement clouded by alcohol. Before he could take things further, a pissed Bokuto came over. He yanked Kuroo's hand away, and pulled me away to a back room of the bar. He threw me against a wall wrapping his fingers around my neck. He came close to my ear whispering into it words I'd long to hear. We both knew we liked each other, but neither had the guts to make it official.
  " You're mine Keiji" My last name slipping from his mouth like venum. And in an instant his lips were upon mine.
   The two of us tangled in the bed of our own love, and lust. The sensation of him inside my virgin walls. The feeling of his lips on my boiling skin leaving marks. Any noise made only edging us on more. But the feeling I'll never forget is his name on my lips, as I felt him cum inside what was his. We didn't care, we didn't worry about the outcome. He would never know the outcome. In that moment my life had been made. We weren't in a relationship, we weren't married.
   Two weeks later I had no recollection of the night. Only the feeling of protection with being next to the great horned owl. But the feeling of sickness was stronger. I'd find out later I was having his owlet. And I was scared.   
     Only a second year in high school. And here I lay on my bathroom floor with blood around me. What remained of a two month owlet gone. Any dignity I had left with them. I was so stupid. I should've said something in that moment. I should've done a lot of things. But my mistakes are my mistakes. I can blame them on the alcohol. Or Kuroo or Bokuto. Hide myself from the fact everything is my fault.

    " Babe! " Bokuto sat on his knees in front of me. Hinata in his crib sound asleep. The great horned owl held my shoulders but moved to my hands.
   " What's wrong? I found you asleep crying. I put hinata in his crib. Was sit a nightmare? What happened Akaashi? " He looked at me with worrying eyes.
   " It's nothing.. Just remembering something that happened a long time ago. " I took my glasses off wiping away a stray tear.
  " I love you Akaashi " He pulled me into a soft warm hug. I held him close. He never knew. He never will know what happened. What consequences happened from that night we won't remember.
  
An: ... Hi... Sorry. So I did a dumb. This is twenty two. Not twenty three. The next one is twenty three