Beautiful,Beautiful,Beautiful boy

41: Say No To This

 An: .. Keep the tissues near bye

           " How would Tsuki react? I'm not worried about Hinata. But Tsuki he's older and Adopted.. " I played with the ring on my finger  a sigh leaving my lips. Bokuto took my hand in his to get me to stop my habit.
         " I'm sure he'll be ok.  Just breath babe. Deep breaths. Color game? " I nodded leaning into his side.
         " Gold" I mumbled.
          " Ok.. Gold" He whispered wrapping his wings around us.
          We laid on our bed snuggled close eyes scanning the room.  24. The small flakes of gold hidden in bed sheet.
         " I found all I could " Bokuto hummed.
         " Me to.."
         " Smallest thing you found? " He held me close
         " The gold in our bed sheets.. "
         "Biggest? "
         " The eyes of man who I fell in love with " I reached up cupping his face.
        " Those eyes that hold so many secrets.... Whats her name Bokuto... " He froze.
       " What do you mean? " He took hold of my hand on his face.
       " After practices.. You'd say you'd be home for dinner.. But you'd come home late at midnight.. I want to know her name.. "
       " Maria.. " My heart broke.
       " Where'd you meet her ... " I pulled my hand away.
       " Outside after practice.. She offered me a drink.. "
        " Has she ever been in our house.. " I pushed away from him.
        " Only once... " He moved closer. I pushed myself off the bed.
        " Is she better than me... Can she give you the life you want?... " I crossed my arms looking away.
        " No she isn't. She could never bless me with Hinata. She could never take your spot in my heart. "
         " She took my spot in our bed! She took my spot by your side! I hope you burn Bokuto Kōtarō! " I yelled at him leaving the room hearing the yell of Hinata. Upon entering the room I took in a breath.
         " What's wrong Bubba? " I looked to see Tsuki hugging him. Running his fingers through the orange curls.
        " He heard you and papa fighting.. We both did... Are you gonna leave him mama? " I sat next to my sons hugging them both.
       " I'm sorry you heard that... Mama could never leave papa.. He loves him too much. Yes papa hurt Mama.. But Mama knows he didn't mean to.. "  Hinata snuggled against me. He looked up raising an eyebrow.
        " Mama.. Your belly is big! " Tsuki gasped at his younger brother his wings shooting straight
        " Hinata don't say that to Mama" Tsuki hushed. I only laughed at our sons. Our.
        " You two wanna know something? " The crowd nodded.
          " Mama has a baby in his belly.. " I watched them seeing there faces  break out into huge smiles.
          " We get to be big bubbers together Tsuki!! " Hinata giggled
          " Yeah.. So see mama won't leave papa anytime soon. You don't have to worry about that. " I kissed there foreheads as we snuggled together on Hinata's bed.