Matchmade In Heaven (Kim Myungsoo/L of Infinite Fanfic) SLOW UPDATE

16: Perhaps

hey guys! sorry for not updating for a millenium xD I'm so busy and math is ruining it at the moment..so is my classmates and schoolmates... I sometimes hate people... do you get that feeling too? Or is it just me? Anyways, hope you enjoy!

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I tried opening my eyes as I felt something wake me up. I saw myself in the mirror. My head was resting in Myungsoo's shoulder. And he was...staring at me. Not from the mirror, but directly at me. I looked at my watch and saw it was late. I perked up and looked at him. 

"Yah! I told you to wake me up, didn't I?" He looked at me with a confused look and his eyes started to widen little by little.

"O-oh yeah.. I-I forgot!" I said as he took both of my hands and stood me up. "I..I was just.."

"W-what were you doing? W-why were you, staring at me..?" my voice faltered. It seems as though I can hear his heartbeat in a fast pace, or was it mine? It was stupid of me to ask that! He placed both of his hands on his back pockets and he looked down. 

"I.. I'm sorry." He said. I raised a brow in confusion. He looked up at me. "I woke up hours before you did. I totally did forgot to wake you up, but... I just wanted to treasure the moment." Those comments he says.... makes my heart flutter and my eyes widen. Why does he always say that? Why me? Could I be the luckiest girl on the planet right now?

"S-stop saying that. What do you even mean?" I said bluntly. I felt like I was acting very defensively. He liked me. He always does, he always did. That's what he meant.

"I, don't want to say." He told me as he bowed down his head. I already know, I thought. Or I think I know. Why am I even thinking this way. We had this kind of the same conversation a long time ago. He's my friend, and it will stay that way.

*Sir, please stop! You are not allowed in this building unless you have the proper ID or someone called you from this building.* I heard from downstairs nearing to ours.

Myungsoo finally looked up. His eyes were not on me, but was fixed on the open door with a perplexed look on his face.

Was there an intruder?

My-so-called intruder surprisingly showed up by the door, looking exhausted and sweaty. It was Jonghyun.

"I *pants* found you." He said, catching his breath. Shocked, I went towards him.

"What- how did you find me? Why are you here?" I asked him. He lightly shook his head.

"Do I really need to explain?" He asked me back. I nodded aggressively.

" Of course you do!" I said. He took my hand and looked at me.

"Then let's leave." He said.

"L-leave?" I looked behind me to see Myungsoo's reaction. His shocked expression faded to a blank one.

"Yeah. I think he doesn't mind." Jonghyun told me. Before I could say anything, Jonghyun started moving and my feet diligently followed. By my eyes just gazed at Myungsoo. He looked...sad, or what I imagined.

MYUNGSOO'S POV

She left just like that. She did not even stop him. Did not even protest. It was clear to me. She liked him. He (Jonghyun) was more important than himself to her. I tried to cover my face when I touched something, wet. It wasn't sweat.
It was tears.

I felt stupid since I never cried because of a woman (except for umma) before.

I decided to follow her. When I saw her look back at me.... I felt pathetic not stopping him from taking her.

JIMIN'S POV

I was now being dragged by Jonghyun downstairs. He stopped for a moment and looked back at me.

"Piggyback ride?" He asked. I looked at him with utter confusion.

"Wha-?" I did not even get a chance to finish what I was going to say when he crouched down a bit, I was now facing his back.

"Hop in." He said.

"I.. I don't think.."

"Come on!" He said as he kind of pulled me into his back by holding my legs! I was in disbelief. What was happening?! I immediately grabbed ahold of his neck and he started going down. His hands were securedly holding my thighs. "Hold tight." He said. I was holding tight alright! He just pulled me in without permission, and I don't even know why I'm smiling like crazy right now. Maybe because I remembered dad. He used to do this to me all the time and I missed it.

"Why are you even doing this?" I asked him.

"I always thought of doing this to you." He said. I felt my stomach lurch up to the heavens! Ok, I'm exaggerating, I know, but... what's up with men with their cheesy-but will make you melt- lines?

"Let's do this more often, ok?" We arrived at the lobby and I can see the guard looking at us weirdly. He was probably the one chasing him a while ago. I waved at him since I know him. He waved back while still wearing his weirded out expression. The guard opened the door for us and I bid goodbye.

"Were already out. You can put me down now. Thank you." I said. Why did I even say thank you? Piggyback-riding me against my will! This guy, really. Ge can be surprising sometimes. He put me down and he turned to face me.

"Will you tell me why you went there? The guard was chasing you like you were some crazy lunatic, as what it sounded like! Why did you come barging in?" I asked him with a much serious tone. Don't get me wrong, I still have those butterflies in my tummy and I feel like they'll be there for a while.

"You were out for too long." He excused.

"But I told you I'll come back." I replied back.

"If I kiss you, I'll tell you. You want me to tell you, right?" He said. My mouth gapped at him. What the actual-

But he already grabbed hold of my cheeks and placed his soft lips on mine. He kissed me passionately. At first my eyes were open, but now I can see darkness and just felt his lips onto mine. I responded to his kiss. I broke off as I needed a breath when he whispered.

"Because I love you and I need you to be mine." He said. His hands were now holding with mine. Soft, warm hands.

"I think- - " I started to whisper back at him too.

"-I need you too~" were the words that came out of me. I heard him giggle.

"That might be the happiest sentence I have ever heard." He told me. I smiled and hugged him. I was inlove with him. I really was. Or I think I was. Was something playing with me? Destiny,perhaps?

MYUNGSOO'S POV

I kbew it was a wrong thing to do. It's a decision that I would regret forever. I shouldn't have followed them.
And now these stupid-so-called 'tears' just kept on coming down at my eyes like a waterfall.
Why did I even fall for you? Why did I even try to be friends with you when I know you didn't want me. Or do you really? Was something playing with us?

Perhaps,
Destiny?

Is this what we really are, and what we will be?  Will I just cry like this while looking at you being kissed by someone else, being held by someone else? Pretending not getting hurt because I'm your 'friend' and I can't do anything but stare and get all choked up inside.

Perhaps, destiny is to blame. Will I be able to change it?

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Well here you go guys! Sorry for not updating for so long. I'm very stressed out right now and at first, I did not mind it, but I just got more annoyed and mad abd having an unexpainable mixed up emotions. I'm terribly sorry guys and I hope you understand. Thank you for patiently waiting