Tears in Heaven (Architect Series #3) [Publish Under B&B Printing Service]

Special Chapter

Hi, love! So, some of you requesting for Cai and Hilary to have a story and this is it! Happy reading, Godbless!

This chapter is dedicated to larakzxx. Hope you find your Cai!

Hilary Fica

If you were born with a golden spoon in your mouth you're lucky. You wouldn't need to work hard for the things you wanna have. You should not have to beg for people's attention because they, themselves would definitely offer it to you.

These were the things I ever imagined because I wasn't born rich. I need to beg, in order for me to survive.

Unlike the moon, once we went gone we never come back. The moon seems so beautiful to stare at at night. Many still would love to see it for most probably, it's like giving hope to others - to me..

"Saan ka pupunta? Bakit may dala kang bag?"

To suffer from the darkness never been easy to deal with. You have a long day to enjoy, to stay strong but when the lights faded, you are more than a broken glasses not to fix again.

I meet a lot of people dealing with pain and problems but despite of that, they chose to fight and it makes me motivated for I think I should too!

"Ma? uh, wala 'to. Ilalagay ko lang sa itaas ang gamit ko. Inaayos ko po kasi mga gamit ko."

Nagpatuloy ako sa pag akyat sa kawayang hagdan hanggang sa marating ko ang kuwarto ko. I never experienced having a complete family dahil pinagbubuntis pa lang ako ni mama nang iniwan kami ng tatay ko.

Iniisip ko rin paano ako binuhay ni mama nang mag isa lang? Sa mapaghamong mundo naging sapat na 'yong pagmamahal niya sa akin para magpatuloy and that is also enough to me to strive hard.

As I looked at the window, the various sun rays reflected to my face. It was another afternoon to spend watching the sun set.

Hindi ko alam bakit gustong-gusto ko talaga ang paglubog ng araw. Siguro kasi sa mundong walang kasiguraduhan, ang araw ang nagsasabing magpatuloy lang dahil paniguradong may bukas pa para sa panibagong araw.

Na sa paglubog ng araw, muli itong magliliwanag.

When you think there's no room for love, there will always be the reason to keep going and find it yourself.

When your whole life was been in the dark, there will be this someone to give you a light... or, they will be the light.

You will just be ready for all the things you never imagined to happen. Dahil sa kung kailan pinakakampanti ka, riyan pa mangyayari ang mga hindi mo inaasahan.

"You have a lung cancer, at kailangan mong maoperahan sa lalong madaling panahon."

My world shattered after the doctor explained to me the laboratory result. It was so sudden... I never thought I have this illness... bakit ako pa? Mahirap lang kami at wala akong pampa-opera sa sakit na ito.

Sapat lang ang kinikita ni mama sa pang araw-araw naming pangangailangan. How the world could make me feel this? Why in all of the people, why me?!

I decided to hide from my mom. She had enough and I don't want to add to her burden.

Pinagpatuloy ko ang nakagawian, ngunit hindi na katulad ng sigla ko noon. I need to be extra careful.

But, no matter how I tried to keep it to myself, how I deny the truth to myself... I know I'm tired. I'm getting tired of thinking about how I will survive this cancer.