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PROLOGUE
“I have something to admit. Please don’t be angry.”
Why is this so real? There'e a girl in front of my other self. We’re both crying, what’s the reason for all of this?
What's happening?
“I think we should end things.”
What do you mean end things? Who are you?
It suddenly feels like déjà vu.
Like history repeating itself.
“We should end our relationship,”
Relasyon?
Bakit gusto niyang makipaghiwalay?
“No, Lea. We can work this out.” My other self held her hand, so tightly that I can see her hand getting red.
John? What's happening?
“But John, everything is a mess.”
I don’t know why but I noticed a bulky box in the pocket of my other self? I was about to get it from him but he suddenly pulled out the bo. It was a ring. A proposal ring.
“Please Lea, don’t leave me.”
“Will you marry me?”
Anong pinagsasabi ko? I don’t remember buying a ring. I just found my other self kneeling and crying in front of her.
“I’m sorry but I can’t accept your proposal.”
Then she started running away.
No, stop running.
Biglang sumakit ang ulo ko. Like nakakasukang hilo. Tumatakbo silang dalawa kaya sumunod ako.
Hinawakan niya ang kamay nung babae pero lagi syang tinutulak nito.
“Will you be angry if I’m gonna tell the truth?”
“What truth?” I asked.
“You don’t love me.” She answered coldly.
Everything now is fast forward. What’s happening? I felt dizzy and out of breath.
“You’re my hope and the love of my life. I don’t care about the past. I love you, forever and always.”
“Will you Marry Me Leanna Katarina Ruz Adair?”
Why am I proposing to her again?
Am I begging for someone to marry me?
John....stop....you're hurting yourself.
“You can hurt me all you want. Just marry me please,”
What the hell is going on?!
“I will die for you,”
Blood was splashed on my face, then I found her lifeless body on the ground alongside with my other self hugging her.
“Leanna?”
I felt tears dripping into my cheeks. I just witnessed a death in front of my eyes.
I closed my eyes.
What happened?
I can feel my heart beating so rapidly.
I don't know what's going on?
Suddenly, naramdaman ko ang kamay sa paa ko.
“John gising na!”
This guys started shaking my whole body to wake up.
Pero bumangon ako, hingal na hingal. Panaginip? But it felt so real.
“Oo na, gising na ako.” Pumunta ako sa cr at tumingin sa salamin. I was shocked when I saw my face. Pulang-pula ang aking mata at ilong. Umiyak ba talaga ako?
“Bilis na John! Maghahanda pa tayo sa concert mo!” sinampal ko sarili ko para magising sa realidad, baka umiyak ako habang nanaginip because I actually felt it. Like it happened in real life.
Hindi ko na ‘yun pinansin pa pero bat parang may nakakalimutan akong mahalaga?
Naligo, nagbihis at lumabas na ako ng bahay. Hindi pa ako fully gising kasi iniisip ko pa rin ‘yung panaginip. “Hakdog. Talagang natamaan ka dun sa pinanood nating movie kagabi ah.”
Fuck, baka umiyak ako habang nanonood ng movie pero hindi ko maalala ang pinanood at mga parte nito. “Anong movie ang pinanood natin kagabi?”
Nagulat siya pero nagpatuloy pa rin siyang i-ready ang sasakyan. “Titanic. Alam kong fav movie mo ‘yun at ilang beses mo napanood ang movie na ‘yon pero hindi mo talaga maiiwasan ang matamaan.” sabi nya sa'kin
“Umiiyak ba ako kahapon?” tanong ko sa kanya, tumingin siya sa salamin ng mabilis and shook his head. Hindi ako umiyak pero ang pula-pula ng mata at ilong ko.
“I’m setting you free,”
“My world, my happiness,”
“My everlasting love,”
Sumakit na naman ulo ko. Then I finally realized that it was not a dream. It’s just memories.
Napatawa ako sa sarili ko kahit masakit ang ulo ko. “Oh, anong nakakatawa? Ang puffy ng face mo! Lagot tayo kay Mareng Maybelle!”
Hindi na ako nakinig sa kaniya at tumingin sa bintana, passing the large buildings.
It’s funny how a memory turns into a bad dream.
Bakit ko pa ba iniisip ‘yun? Masaya na kami pareho. Masaya kami, nakaraan ‘yun.
“Bilisan mo, naghihintay si Lea.” Sabi ko kay Tristan.
Smiling but realizing,
She’s the pain that I wanted to feel again.
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