YOU'RE MY RELIGION (⚠️18+)

CHAPTER 14: FLASHBACK

Song for this Chapter: "YO (EXCUSE ME MISS)" by Chris Brown.

ARSIA'S POV

"Ahh, Fúck!"

I groaned as I felt my head pounding.

*RING!!!* *RING!!!*

I heard my alarm go off again, I got up and it felt like an anvil was dropped on my head. I looked around the room to find my alarm, that is when I noticed I slept on the couch in the living room. I found the alarm by the side table and turned it off, it was 8 am already.

I paused for a few seconds to gather my thoughts and that was when everything came rushing in, answering my mental question of why I was on the couch.

" No No No No- Oh my God Arsia what the hell!!! " I exclaimed at myself as I facepalmed my face.

The thought of me getting so fucked up last came rushing into my head. Then I almost gagged as I recalled the man that was groping me at the club. I made my way to the fridge and got myself a bottle of water, I took a sip of the cold water as I remembered the whole day and night of yesterday, everything was like a flashback. I almost choked my water.

So Ryan and I are absolutely done, I don't even know how I feel about that. It was bound to happen, I was just hoping it wouldn't and especially not in the way it freaking ended.

It's whatever I am just going to focus on myself and work, for now, hope he finds his happiness. I don't know if it's true or not but I feel like I have forgiven him, he can go on with his fucked up self in peace.

Then the thought of My boss somehow came into my mind and pushed the Ryan thought away. I couldn't believe he took care of me and bought me home, who is this man??? I thought to myself.

He didn't seem as scary as he usually is, or as scary as people see him, yesterday. He was so comforting and sweet, the thought of this made my eyes go to the McDonald's bag on the table as I recalled my stupid self feeding him a fry. What is wrong with me he is my boss. I don't even know how that made him feel... Oh, Lord!

I remember myself stupidly pouring my relationship problems on him in his car, I feel so embarrassed. I just hope he doesn't see me differently.

One thing I am glad about is that I got to know him a little bit more from the stuff I could remember from last night. The thought of him setting my alarm for me was so sweet and considerate.

I bit my lip as I recalled him taking off my shoes and me calling him by his first name before he left, it made my whole face fluster. Was he just being nice and pitiful to me? I questioned myself.

I instantly became more paranoid as I made my way to my bathroom, I quickly brushed my teeth and watched my face. Then I proceeded back to the kitchen and had a quick breakfast. After I was done eating, I put out my outfit for the meeting/house viewing at 11 am.

A couple of minutes later, I decided to shower, and as I was showering my mind kept on racing to thoughts I could not control. I tried to think of Ryan, but soon realized I could not focus on that thought itself, as thoughts of Luca last night kept on invading my mind.

I am sure he was just being nice, I kept on telling myself. Knowing that everyone knows he usually is not that friendly to anyone at all, or even pays attention to anyone... So, why me?