01/11/2021 | 7:54 AM
They say I should end this habit. That I should actually try fixing myself. But why should I get this darkness out...? When it's the only thing that's with me all the time.... Everyone leaves. Everyone's busy. Everyone has lives. Why should I bother them. I'm just gonna continue isolating. Continue in this void. It's the only thing I have left..
He'll leave me.. I know he will, he'll get tired of trying to fix me and he'll leave. I'll regret it but I'd still continue this.
Everyone will be disappointed... Worried.... But I'll still continue this.......
I'll... Just... Continue playing dead. Hiding. Being alone.
It's better.
I don't have to worry about anyone. I won't get scared of anyone. I won't bother anyone. And no one would get involved as long as I don't interact with anyone.
... it's better.
This is better.....
It's too scary to do anything else....
I'll just slowly fade from everyone's sight, lessen interacting, until they all just forget about me.
My thoughts can keep me company
They can continue living their lives normally and I can continue not bothering anyone.
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