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09/16/2020 | 10:14 PM

I don't know why you're like this. Why you act like that. Why you're so...... argh...

How come you treat me badly then act like you're there to protect me from people that would "hurt" me...?

I wish he sees what he does and how he affects me...

I'm honestly at my lowest.... I can barely keep up with my studies, the pile of requirements... I do one per day and at times I don't even do anything at all..

You guys think I'm still okay? All I do is cry nowadays.... I can barely comprehend things and there are even times where I don't know what to do or what to feel because I'd just suddenly feel empty. And you guys think I'm still okay??

...you barely know what goes in my head, you barely know what I do and how I am everyday... none of you know the everyday feeling that I just want to give up my hopes and dreams.. where I can't see a future for me...

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