07/14/2020 | 6:27 AM
I haven't been sleeping much lately. I haven't been feeling well. I've been going back and doing the things I used to do yet I'm still not okay. I run away from my problems and topics that I'm sensitive about. I still hide because I'm afraid of the things that I have to face. I still act like a child in this house. The constant feeling of being a child, it bothers me yet it has become normal to me. I hate it.
Somehow things seem okay but they aren't. Everything is just the surface.
I wouldn't deal with anything, not now, not soon. It's too painful. I'd rather live pretending to be fine, running away from everything that breaks me than to break entirely from the very thing I'm afraid of.
I'm a coward. I know.
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