ENTRY #18

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10/7/2020 | 10:06 PM

I just want to live as though I'm dead. I just want to breathe but act as if I don't.

... I'm tired.

I wanna have an eternal sleep but I know I can't have that.

I'm weak, I know it. I'm slowly wanting to give up. One moment I wanna continue then I'd want to give up the next.

The past keeps haunting me, the future terrifies me, and the present drains me. A complex form of torture which makes me wish to just end me.

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