Loving You Is A Losing Game • Jakehoon

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-Damn it, he doesn't pick up the phone.-said Jake after he called Sunghoon 20 times but he didn't pick up.
-You know maybe he's still sleeping. It's freaking 8 o'clock in the morning.-said Jay who were on the couch with closed eyes.
-It doesn't matter to me I didn't sleep all night. And wake up.-shouted Jake the last sentence so Jay jumped up from the couch.-It's no time to sleep. Take me to his house please.
-What? Right now?
-Right now.-said Jake and he grabbed Jay's hand and walked out of the appartment.

-It's close.-said Jake sadly turning to Jay. They were now in front of Sunghoon's door.
-What the hell did you expect? Why would he leave his door open? Just ring the bell.-said Jay and he was already fed up with Jake's shit. He should still be sleeping not be with Jake and knocking on Sunghoon's door.
After a few minutes they heard someone's coming to the door. When the door opened there was a tired Sunghoon who's eyes was still closed and his hair was messy.
-What the fuck? Jake? And Jay?-asked Sunghoon he was really suprised. He didn't know what to do.
-Could you please let me in?-asked Jake and Jay glared at him.
-You, only you? Then why did I came here?
-You drove me here.-smiled Jake and they he went inside leaving Jay alone. He was really angry at Jake but he kinda get it.
-You want something?-asked Sunghoon. He was mad at Jake but he was still kind and cared about if he ate or not.
-No just sit down please. Forgive me Sunghoon. It wasn't my fault okay? I didn't want it to happen. Just let me...-started Jake but Sunghoon interrupted him.
-You told me that yesterday.-said Sunghoon and he took a deep breath.- That's why I'm mad Jake. I know you didn't start it or anything.
-Then why?-asked Jake suprised. Why the hell would Sunghoon be mad at him then?
-Cause you enjoyed it.
-Say what again?-asked Jake.
-I saw it. You and Heeseung were clearly making out and you were into it. And please don't deny it. -said Sunghoon who was really sad. Jake saw that he almost cry but he didn't want to look weak in front of him.
Jake tried speaking but Sunghoon again interrupted him.
-Don't deny it. Just tell me one thing. Me or Heeseung?
-What the hell are you talking about?-asked Jake standing up. He was now mad. What the hell Sunghoon's talking about? -You are my BOYFRIEND. How could you even asked that question?
-Maybe you started dating with the wrong person.
-Stop it already damn it. Sunghoon I love you and Heeseung doesn't mean anything to me. At least nothing like that. Believe me.-said Jake and he was in front of Sunghoon holding his hand.
-But you didn't deny that you enjoyed it. -said Sunghoon again and Jake just looked at him.
-Okay. I won't deny it then. Maybe for a second. But just for a second, I enjoyed it. But not for more. And it was just in the moment it really was nothing. It wasn't even that good.-said Jake but he knew he fucked up. He was so mad at himself, why would he say that? Even though it was the true. He didn't wanna lie to Sunghoon. But really it didn't matter to him not even a bit, and he hated that Heeseung did that. But he couldn't do anything, he really wanted to go back in time and just tell Heeseung to fuck off and run away but he can't do that obviously.
-Please go away Jake.
-What?
-But Sunghoon you have to believe me. It really didn't mean anything to me. I love you, I don't love him, get it?-asked Jake but Sunghoon was already pushing him out of the door.
-And you know what bothers me still? That you never enjoyed kissing me that much. It hurts me so much, that I can't give it to you.-said Sunghoon and now he was crying.
-Sunghoon, you're an idiot.-said Jake and he just kissed Sunghoon. At first Sunghoon tried to push Jake away but he couldn't.

A few minutes later they seperate and they ended up on the couch.
-Let me tell you one thing. -said Jake and he looked into Sunghoon eyes.-It doesn't matter how many people will try to make a move on me or anything. It will never feel the same as when I'm with you or doing it with you.
-What do you mean?-asked Sunghoon teasingly as he caressed Jake's hand. He couldn't believe how fast this arguement turned into a make out session.
-When I'm with other people I'm still thinking about you but when I'm with you it's like there's no other people in the world except you.-said Jake and he saw that Sunghoon's almost asleep. -Well then let's sleep.-he said and he kissed Sunghoon's head and they both fell asleep.