Loving You Is A Losing Game • Jakehoon

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-So you spent the night at Sunghoon's.-said Jay as he called Jake the next morning. Jake didn't go home, he just didn't want to.
-Yes I did. Sorry I didn't tell you, you must be worried. By the way Sunghoon's gonna take me to practise so you don't have to. See you later bye.-said Jake and he went back next to Sunghoon,he just wasn't ready to fully wake up yet. There was Sunghoon next to him sleeping like an angel. He was just looking at him and playing with his hair. A few minutes later Sunghoon smiled which creeped Jake out a bit but then he smiled too.
-I'm glad to wake up with you.-said Sunghoon which made Jake blush but he didn't wanna show it. -What time is it?
-It's 9:15.
-9:15?-asked Sunghoon suddenly sitting up. -Are you crazy, Jake? You have your practise at 9.
-Oh my god you're right. Ahh nooo.-said Jake and he ran into the bathroom. He couldn't believe he was playing with Sunghoon's hair for almost an hour, he's totally crazy.
A few minutes later Jake ran out and Sunghoon was already dressed up.
-How can you look perfect? You woke up 5 minutes ago.-said Jake and he slowly went closer to Sunghoon.
-God spent a lot of time making me.-smirked Sunghoon but then he remembered they had to go.-Now go come on.

As they were in the car Jay called Jake.
-Hello?-asked Jake a bit scared cause he knew why Jake's calling him.
-Are you crazy Jake? You know how important this freaking competition is, oh my god. Should I remind you that you could go back to Australia, to your family if you win this. -shouted Jay so Jake had to put his phone far away from his ears.
-I know I know, I'm an idiot, we're almost there. I'll talk to you later.Bye.-said Jake and he knew Jay was right dammit.
-Sorry but what was Jay talking about?-asked Sunghoon. That's when Jake realised Sunghoon probably heard everything.
-Wellll. If I win this competition then I can finally go back to Austrialia cause there will be the last match held.
-That's good. I'm happy that you can finally visit your family.-smiled Sunghoon but Jake didn't.
-Oh look. -started Jake. He knew he had to talk to Sunghoon about this.-If I go to Australia. I'll stay there.
-Sorry, you what? Why? And why didn't you tell me?-asked Sunghoon and he was hella angry again.
-I have a good explanation for that. First of all, I got a scholarship when I was still in Australia. It's from an amazing university with lots of choices, one of them is tennis. And they told me they saw how much potentional I have but I back then I didn't have any big win. So I came to Korea, to you know, win. So if I go back, I'm staying there.-said Jake and he couldn't help but feel sad. That's why he didn't want a boyfriend in the first place. When he moved here he promised himself he won't get involved with anyone. Well that plan didn't work out cause of Sunghoon.
-And how come you never told me this Jake? Are you crazy? -said Sunghoon stopping the car by the road. -Why don't you tell me anything? And how would I know you're going to Australia if you don't tell me? Ah Jake fuck it, get out.
-What?
-Get out.
And Jake slowly got out and Sunghoon drove away.
-What the fuck?-asked Jake from himself. He called Jay.
-Jay. Could you help me?-he asked but then he broke down and started crying.
A few minutes later Jay arrived and Jake quickly got in the car.
-Where are you going?-asked Jake crying still.
-Home. You're not going to play tennis like this. You'll tell me everything at home.
-Thank you.-said Jake. He knew he's not the best at making decisions but why does he always fuck it up when it comes to Sunghoon? Why does he always make Sunghoon mad or dissapointed? He only want the best for him but he just can't seem to do that.
-I'm the worst boyfriend ever. -said Jake after he calmed down a bit. -And you don't have to say 'No you're not Jake, cause I know I am. And I don't deserve him, he should be with someone better than me, that tells him everything, and makes him happy.
-I don't what happened again, but it's not true what your saying. You're the best he'll ever get and by the way he only wants you. It doesn't matter how many time you fuck up.
Jake was glad that Jay wanted to cheer him up, but it didn't matter. He just wanted to be happy, with Sunghoon.