Loving You Is A Losing Game • Jakehoon

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-Okay I think you calmed down. Now let's go talk to him. -said Jungwon after Sunghoon had been ranting about Jake for hours.
-I don't what I should do. -said Sunghoon as he sat down again on the sofa, Jungwon just knew he is going to rant again. -I love him, but I can't believe he didn't told me that. And what does he expect me to do? I'm gonna go and live with him in Australia just like that? Or that he can just break up with me and leave me here alone?
-I'm here.-said Jungwon which Sunghoon smiled at. But this was different.
-I know that, I'm so greatful for that. But Jake is different. If I don't have him in my life, it's like I'm not living it, you know. Just imagine that Jay's going away. What would you do?
-I-I don't know.-said Jungwon. He really didn't know what would he do.-Thank god I'm not in this situation.
-Thanks.-rolled Sunghoon his eyes but then laughed at Jungwon.
-Look. Look how happy we are here.-said Sunghoon and he showed Jungwon his wallpaper. It was Jake and Sunghoon smiling at each other when they were talking at the Starbucks and of course Sunoo took the picture. -Why can't things always be this easy?
-Because love is not easy. Now I had enough.-said Jungwon and he turned Sunghoon's head to him.-Go talk to him or I will. I don't care what you gonna say, but just talk to him please. It's not that hard. Okay?
-O-okay, I will.
-Promise?
-Promise. -said Sunghoon and then Jungwon hugged him and went out of the house. Sunghoon didn't know what got into Jungwon but he was right. Talking is the only thing that can solve this. Most probably. But he didn't know how or what to say. Should he just say 'Hey Jake. Sorry I can't go to Australia, even though you didn't ask me that directly but I hoped that you wanted to at least' or 'Hi Jake, of course I'm gonna go with you, leaving my family, my friends and my whole life behind just for you'. Either way it's not that good.
-Ah dammit Jake, why do you always make me confused? -he started talking to himself. -Should I go talk to you? Or should I stay here? Or should I just wait for you to come here? Hmmm. Tell me Jake come on.-now he started talking to his wallpaper. If someone had seen that they would have thought Sunghoon is crazy and it wouldn't exactly be a lie.

Then someone rang the bell. And it was Jake of course.
-Hi.-said Sunghoon trying to smile. - Come in.
-Look. -said Jake immediately as he stepped inside. -I know it was selfish to not tell you that I'm going to Australia, but I'm not even sure I'm going. I have to win first and it's low percent that I'll win. So I didn't want you to worry and I couldn't bare to see you being sad. I'm sorry really.-Sunghoon couldn't even speak. He knew Jake probably came here to apologise but it hit him hard.
-Oh so you didn't tell me cause you didn't wanna see me sad? How nice of you.-said Sunghoon rolling his eyes amd laughing. -Jake, do you realize that it doesn't matter when you tell me, I'll be sad for sure. And the later you tell me the angrier I am.
-Okay okay I know I fucked up, I'm sorry. Again. I know I did a lot of bad things to you in the past few days but it really wasn't intentional. I never wanted to hurt you.
Sunghoon saw that Jake really meant what he said and he knew he loved him. He just couldn't stay mad at him.
-Okay. Promise me you'll tell me everything the second it happens.
-Yes I promise.-said Jake smiling like an idiot.
-And answer me. What do you want me to do about you going to Australia? I'm literally asking cause I don't know.-said Sunghoon and they just laughed at each other.
-It's your choice, I don't wanna pressure you. I'd like it if you would be living with me there. But I know it's impossible and everything.
-Maybe it isn't.-said Sunghoon and they sat down on the sofa. -Let's watch your favourite movie. Okay?
-Okayyy.-smiled Jake and he got up to get popcorn.

-Finally we're in peace.-smiled Sunghoon and he kissed Jake's cheek.
-I know. And I'm truly sorry for the things that happen. I love you.
-I love you too.
As they watched the movie they started joking and telling stories so the movie night went into talking night. But they didn't mind.
-Noo. -shouted Jake. -I can't believe you did that, oh my god Sunghoon.
-Well I was 3 years old.-laughed Sunghoon and he see that Jake has tears in his eyes from laughing. It was adorable. -I didn't know I can't do that.
-I can't believe you're my boyfriend. Maybe I should just go and get Jay for myself.-joked Jake.
-Okay but then Jungwon will be mine.-said Sunghoon cutely which made Jake to kiss Sunghoon's nose.
-Ahh that's so cringe.-said Sunghoon.-But cute. Do it again.
Jake just laughed at him but kissed his nose again.
-Jake. -said Sunghoon suddenly seriously.-I want to live with you in Australia.
-What? Why? Are you sure?
-Cause I love you and I don't wanna live without you. And yes I'm sure.