Loving You Is A Losing Game • Jakehoon

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It was almost five pm. Jake was freaking nervous, he was looking at the door for an hour now.
-Calm down buddy. It's not even five. -laughed Sunoo as he took an order from a lady.
-I know I know. It's just I'm planning to confess to him. And it's freaking me out.-shouted a bit Jake.
-Wow.-laughed Sunoo again. His friend was so crazy it's sometimes unbelievable. -I think he likes you too, you have nothing to worry about.
-Okay okay but what if he doesn't. I mean I think he does, cause he flirted with me and you know I just feel it. But if he doesn't it's gonna be so awkward I'm gonna die.-said Jake and he freaked out again. But he had to get himself together cause he had to give out coffees. -Here's your coffee.
-Calm down already. He's gonna here any minute and I think he'll runaway if he sees you freak out.-patted him Sunoo.
In the second Sunghoon came in. He smiled at Jake and he sat down to a table.
-Okay so I'm gonna go talk to him. Will you be okay alone for a few minutes?
-Yes of course. Now go.-said Sunoo and he pushed Jake a bit cause he hesitated to go.
-Hi. -said Jake as he sat down in front of Sunghoon.
-Hello.-smiled Sunghoon at Jake.-So... can you tell me what happened? Why did you run away?
-Oh okay. So we're talking about it.-said Jake. He really hoped that Sunghoon wants to talk about something else or he forgot about it but sadly no.
-Yeah we are. -said Sunghoon and Jake saw it in his eyes that he's determined to get an answer.
-Okay but uh... okay soo...
-Will you need a minute to thought about it first?-asked Sunghoon and Jake couldn't decide if he asked it sarcastically or just out of kindness.
-Yes.
And Jake thought about how he's going to tell it.
-Okay so. I'm in love with you.-he said closing his eyes. He couldn't dare to look at Sunghoon. -Please just let me tell the whole thing than you can speak.
Sunghoon nodded but he was clearly suprised.
-So after you gave me a ride to my house after the hospital, I realized I like you. It was weird and everything and I didn't know what to do. At you party, when you were drunk, you flirted with me and I think you acted kinda jealous, so I told Jay about it and he said I should talk to you. So I went to tell you that I like you, cause I thought you like me too. But then when I found you, you were making out with a guy. Sooo.... yeah, that's why I ran away. It really hurt me and I was jealous and a fool for thinking you could like me.
-Okay wow. Give me a minute.-said Sunghoon. He first had to process what Jake said. His crush liked him. Oh my god. What the hell? Then he has to tell him too, that he likes him. And then they could be together, most likely.
-First, thank you for telling me.-said Sunghoon and he held Jake's hand and looked him in the eyes. - And I was drunk, I didn't even though about who I was kissing. I didn't mean to kiss Beomgyu, it was nothing. And I'm sorry that you had to see that. -said Sunghoon and Jake just nodded he was a bit relieved that Sunghoon didn't run away after his confession. -And I'm really sorry for what I'm gonna say next but I don't like you like that Jake. I'm really really sorry. And I hope we can still be friends. I have to go now, sorry.-said Sunghoon and then he just went out.
Jake was sitting there still in shock.
-Okay, I definetely wasn't expecting that.-whispered to himself and as Sunoo saw how Jake was sitting he quickly sit next to him.
-He doesn't like me.-that's what Jake said and then Sunoo hugged him. After a few seconds Jake started crying and no one could make him feel better.

After Sunghoon ran out, he slapped himself. The people on the road looked at him weirdly but he didn't care.
-What the fuck Sunghoon? Are you fucking stupid?-he shouted to himself.
He quickly called Jungwon.
-Jungwon, I did something really stupid.