Loving You Is A Losing Game • Jakehoon

Christmas Special

This is a special chapter and this isn't a part of the book it's a totally different one chapter just for today :) and I know koreans celebrate christmas, but I wrote this as if they wouldn't.

-Merry Christmas.-shouted Jake waking the boys up. Jake loved Chritmas that was his favourite holiday, back in Australia they cooked and decorated the whole house. So he put on his Christmas pj and a santa hat. He missed Australia especially this day but he thought the others will make it fun and everything.
-Hi, good morning.-said a sleepy Jay.
-Today's christmas?-asked Sunoo.
-I think so.-said Jungwon still sleeping.
-Good. Then I'm gonna go back to sleep.-said Heeseung.
-What?-asked a sad Jake. How come the others didn't care that much about Christmas?
-Oh fuck. -said Jay suddenly.-It's your first time spending christmas in Korea isn't it? -asked Jay.
Jake sadly nodded.
-Well in Korea, christmas is not a big deal. It was weird for me at first too, you'll get used to it.
-But but it's christmas. How come you don't celebrate it?
-Koreans celebrate thanksgiving and New year. But Christmas, not that much.
-Oh, okay.-said a sad Jake.-I made breakfast, come when you wake up.
-Ah poor guy.-said Jay.
Sunghoon looked after his sad friend.
-I didn't know he likes christmas.
-Well it's not only that but in America and Australia, Christmas is a pretty big thing. Everything's decorated, the whole family cook and everything.
-Ah no.-said Sunghoon. He felt really bad for Jake.
A few minutes later the guys went to eat breakfast. They wanted to cheer Jake up a bit, so they quickly woke up.
-Oh wow Jake. This is amazing. I didn't know you can cook this well.-said Niki.
-Oh thanks. I only know how to do these things.-he laughed but then he went back to being sad. As they were trying to cheer him up, Jake got a call from his brother.
-I will be back.-he said to the guys and he went to the living room.
-Merry Christmas for you too. Not much, here in Korea it's not a common thing to celebrate it. Yeah I know it's weird but I'm in Korea I have to get used to it. Yeah, I'm still sad I love christmas you know. Ah. Anyways celebrate it well with mom and dad. Yeah I miss you guys so much, and Australia too. I will visit you guys one day I promise but we have a lot of things to do now we're so busy.
As he was talking with his brother Jay was listening him secretly on Sunghoon's command, he wanted to know what they were talking about.
-So.-said Jay as he went back to the kitchen leaving Jake in the living room talking on the phone. -He said he misses Australia and his family, especially right now, and that it's his favourite holiday and it's weird that Koreans don't celebrate it but he has to get use to it.
After a few minutes Sunghoon suddenly shouted a bit.
-Guys guys I have an idea.
-What what what?
-We should decorate the house and cook things. To suprise him. We can't get a christmas tree cause it's against the rules but it's still gonna be good.
-Okay, but how are we gonna decorate the dorm without him knowing? He doesn't look like he's gonna move soon.-said Jungwon and they looked at Jake, he was playing sadly with his fingers.
-I got it. I will take him shopping with me.-said Jay.-I need new shoes anyway.
-Okay, then we should get started.-said Sunghoon smiling. He really wanted to make Jake happy.

-So how are you feeling?-asked Jay when they entered the first shop.
-Well honestly dissapointed. And sad.
-I'm sorry buddy. I didn't know you like Christmas that much.
-It's not your fault.-laughed Jake slightly. -I just didn't know that in Korea it's not a big deal. Look around. There's no decoration and we are in a shop. How? It's so weird.
-I know, I know. It was weird for me too at first but you get use to it.
-Yeah maybe.-said Jake and they looked for a shoe that Jay liked.
They looked for hours and hours until Jay finally found one shoe.
-Remind me to never go shopping with you again. Seriously Jay, are you crazy? -asked Jake angry when he couldn't even feel his legs.
-Sorry. I just have to make sure I really like it before I buy it. To make it up for you I'm gonna buy you a coffee come on.-said Jay and they went into Starbucks. He secretly texted Sunghoon: "when are you guys gonna be ready? "
"Why?"
"He's mad at me kinda and I don't think he will want to go shopping with me."
"What did you do?????"
"Well we've been looking for shoes for like three hours now. And we only bought one for me."
"You idiot. 😔🤦‍♀️ Just one more hour please."
"Okay I'm gonna try. But one more and that's it."
-Soooo Jake. -started Jay as they sat down with their coffees finally. -How is it going with you and Sunghoon?
-What?-Jake spitted out his coffee in suprise. -What are you talking about?
-Don't tell me you you don't have feelings for him.
-I I don't. Think I have. Feelings for him.
-Oh but you so are.-teased him Jay.
-And why do you think that?
-I don't wanna sit here for hours so I'm just gonna say the obvious ones. The way you look at him everytime, you always go next to him, when you have a problem you always go to him, you can't sleep unless he's there, you ask him everytime if he ate and what, you care about him so much. Do you want me to continue?
-No I think that's enough.-said Jake shyly.-Okay look. Yes I love him. But it doesn't matter cause he doesn't love me like that. So let's just end it there.
-You'd be suprised.-said Jay smiling.
-What?
-You'll see. Now come on drink it and let's buy you some clothes.

After two hours they finally came home.
-Let's go inside.-said Jay. He was so excited how Jake's gonna react and if he's gonna like it.
They went inside and Jake just stopped. The whole dorm was decorated, the kitchen, the living room, the bedroom, the kitchen was full with food.
-Merry Christmas.-shouted the guys as they popped out from the bathroom.
-Oh my god. Did you guys do this because of me?
-For you, yeah.-said Sunghoon shyly.
-I love it so much, I can't believe it. I love you guys so much.-he said and hugged the guys. -Jay, that's why I had to go shopping with you?
-Yeah.-he laughed.-Thanks for shopping with me for hours.
Then Jake just started jumping and running through the whole house. The guys looked at him happily cause that's what they wanted, a happy Jake.
-Now let's eat. I'm starving.-said Jungwon and they sat down by the table.
-Well we couldn't bring your family here. but we tried our best.-said Heeseung and he poured drink to everyone.
-Guys, this is already much more than I could ever ask for. Thank you really.-said Jake.-To christmas.
-To christmas.-they all said and started eating. Of course they were laughing and telling stories cause you know they can't eat in silence.

-Jake, can you come with me please for a minute?-said Sunghoon.
-Yeah of course.-said Jake and he followed Sunghoon.
-Ohm, well. I don't even know how to start.-laughed Sunghoon nervously. They were in the bedroom. -Jake. I-I love you. I have been in love with you since we've met and I know you don't feel the same way, but I just couldn't keep it any longer.
Jake wanted to speak but Sunghoon interrupted him.
-Let me say this first. I love your smile and laugh, I love how you laugh at every stupid joke and I love how you are so damn cute and hot at same time. You are the only person who I can talk to if I have a problem and you're the only one who can make those problems go away. You always make me feel better, you light up my whole world and I hope you never stop doing that. You inspire me to become a better me, and I love you for that. I just wanted to tell you that for so long and I don't care how you react I just really wanted to say it.
Suddenly Jake lifted a misletoe in his hand and put it over their heads.
-Is that enough answer?-laughed Jake and Sunghoon looked at the thing. He suddenly pulled Jake on top of him and kissed him. Sparks flew when their mouths touched and it was the softest and cutest thing ever.
-So Jake. Will you be my boyfriend?-asked Sunghoon when they seperated cause the lack of oxygen.
-Yes of course.-said Jake laughing and they hugged.
-Uhhh so romantic.-said a voice from the door. All of the guys were there.
-Now come on lovebirds. Christmas is not christmas without a christmas movie.-said Jay and they all went to the living room and sat on the couch.
-Thank you so much for this.-whispered Jake to Sunghoon.
-Of course. I love making you happy.-he said then he kissed him, and Jake hugged him. That's how they watched a movie.