HI!
IM BACKKKKK !!!
I went on vacation and then I had to stay with a family member for a little bit so I haven't had time to write.
BUT HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I hope this year is not like 2020 wa
But yeah...
Btw 'DID' means Disassociative Identity Disorder aka having multiple personalities
Y/N'S PoV:
Being a cadet is hard. Duties, training, killing, repeat. I don't think anyone looked forward to any of this stuff. Maybe for humanity, but not for themselves.
Anyways, those are the basic struggles of being a cadet.
A normal cadet.
The only person that knows I'm not like everyone else is my best friend Armin. Armin knows everything about me and that's because I told him. He's been my friend since childhood.
Whenever I had no one to talk to, he talked to me. Whenever I had no one to cry on, he was there to lean on. Whenever I had no one to laugh with, he laughed with me.
He's been there for me my whole life and that's why he's my best friend.
Right now I'm talking to Armin about telling my boyfriend about my disorder because I never told him.
"All you have to do is tell him that you suffer from DID and that there is nothing to worry about.", Armin suggested. I shrugged. "Yeah but what if he thinks I'm psychotic and I'm gonna murder everyone!", I said in distress.
"He would never say that about you! He knows that you are the sweetest person in the world and that will not change. I promise."
I sighed.
"Alright, I'll go tell him then. Goodnight. See you in the morning!", I waved and exited the room.
"Goodnight! Tell how it went in the morning!"
I nodded and made my way to Levi's office. My heart was beating out of my chest as I got closer and closer to his office. I got scared because whenever I got nervous, my personality would switch to being aggressive and angry.
I tried to calm myself down. I eventually became calm and felt more confident about what I was doing. I knocked on the door and he asked the usual, "State your name and business."
"It's Y/N and I need to tell you something important.", I answered, ready to open the door.
"Come in."
I opened the door and saw him sitting at his desk, signing papers. "What do you need?"
Suddenly, a massive wave of nervousness went through my body again. I slightly stumbled a bit from it. Then I felt my head hurt like crazy.
I groaned and held my head in pain.
"Y/N, are you okay?", Levi asked while starting to get up.
Before I could respond the throbbing pain in my head got worse. I fell to my knees, still holding my head.
I was still groaning except this time it was more intense.
He started walking towards me and knelt down in front of me.
"Do you have a headache or something? Please, tell me what's wrong so I can help.", he said desperately.
I wanted to tell him but it was too late.
Right then and there, my personality switched.
I stopped hollering. I just froze. It was kind of like I was loading. Processing my new mentality. I still remember my objective. I just have a different mindset now. A more aggressive mindset. I removed my hands from my head and slowly got up and kept my head down.
