The Mafia and Its Angel (Under Editing)

(45) Here we go again...

The finale is here! Please dont hate me! Here we go! Anywhooooo......

Love you lots!

Kasia🥰

"Mila, no le parece el árbol debe ser movido durante un poco? Es demasiado cerca de la chimenea. (Mila, don't you think the tree should be moved over a little? It's too close to the fire place)"

Mina says as I look up from breast feeding my two boys on the couch while Mina bosses the me around with the Christmas decorations. I giggle as I see the boys reactions and I nod.

"Si, it is too close. I don't want it to catch fire."

I say and Xavier and Josh look at me with soft eyes. Knowing I meant it wasn't safe for our boys. They nod their heads and move the tree over about a foot and a half. I smile and nod at them which Mina does the same.

We then spend the next hour or so decorating it along with the fire place mantel. Then we move on to outside and the rest of the house.

The boys drag the bins of decorations outside and place them on front porch. Mina tells them to open them and bring out the sting lights first. They do as asked and groan as they see that they're all tangled. I smile as they sit down like children and start to unravel them.

Mina looks at me and we giggle before grabbing the blow up snowman and Santa and place them on the lawn and run the extension chords to the house. I plug them in and Mina presses the blow up button. I smile as I see them come to life just like in my childhood when me, mum and papa would put them up. Since she died we haven't put them up but because of Tyler and Jackson we are putting them up again.

" Mañana mi familia. Los pequeños munchkins querían que su madre. Creo que tienen hambre o simplemente estar de mal humor. (morning my family. the little munchkins wanted their mother. I think they're hungry or just being grumpy)"

I turn and see my father holding both my boys on his hips. They're getting so big. It was only three months ago when they were captured and held hostage. We had their first birthday party and I've been trying to handle my miscarriage that happened a month before we got our boys back, as best I can with everyone hovering over me, careful of what they say and do.

It got to the point where I yelled at everyone for treating me like a china doll, and they all stopped, well mostly from then on. Since then I've been taking it easy. Josh has only made love to me once, that was only a few weeks ago. He didn't want to 'take advantage of me' as he put it. Though I don't think I could have done anything like that before a few weeks ago anyways. I sigh. He hasn't touched me since and I don't know what to think of it.

"Mi corazón, what's wrong? (my heart)"

I sigh and shake my head. He looks at me and raises his eyebrow.

"Then why don't I believe you?"

He asks and I sigh again before taking a deep breath.

"You haven't touched me since a few weeks ago. I just, don't think you felt it was the same as before."

He looks at me and sighs. He looks around and takes my hand before leading me inside, handing the boys to Mina and my father. He pulls me with him up the stairs, down the halls and into our room where he then shuts the door and locks it before turning towards me. I walk over and sit on my side of the bed holding my pillow to my chest as I sit against the headboard.

He walks over and takes my hands in his before sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Amelia, its not that it wasn't the same. It was that I don't want to hurt you or make you regret doing it so soon."