Born To Destroy ( completed )

Chapter 30

" How bad is it? "

He asked in almost a whisper

" Not...as bad "

He looked at me confused.

" The third day Eric broke my arm during training but it healed with vampire blood "

" I'm sorry Tay "

He said kissing my forehead

" It's ok like I said it's not as bad now "

He nodded and once again started kissing. It's like we couldn't take our hands off each other even if we wanted to. Being away from him only made me love him more.

It also showed me anything can happen at any time someone could take me away forever and I would never see him again so I need to make the moments we do have together spent wisely.

There was a huge difference with this kiss. We both kissed each other with need and desire. We were pressed hard against each other.

It's the strangest feeling ever to want this. To want to be as close as possible to someone it's both a physical and emotional need.

" Damn I love you "

I said as he kissed my neck but then he stopped and my heart almost did too.

" You what? "

He pleaded pressing his forehead to mine.

" Nothing sorry I just thought- "

He cut me off by giving me a simple peck on the lips.

" I love you too "

And it's like after those simple three words were exchanged everything multiplied. It's like our desire became a need along with our want and the amazing feelings I got from his touch multiplied.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist and at that moment a thought that I rarely ever had popped into my head.

I knew I was ready and I knew I wanted him to be my first.

As we continued to kiss I gently pulled him by his shirt over to the bed.

" What are you doing? "

He asked looking worried

" If your ready I'm ready "

I said giving a small smile. I always thought those words would come from the poor guy who ended up with me I never thought I would be saying them.

When he didn't respond I understood

" Oh okay well I guess just made a fool out of myself "

I whispered and started pulling away but he pulled me back to him.

" No trust me I want to but... I don't want to hurt you.. I'm even stronger then a vampire Taylor and if a vampire can brake your arm then I'm capable of killing "

" I trust you "

Those words meant a lot coming from me. I never trusted anyone and anyone who knew me knew that for a fact.

Jake obviously knew me.

Before I knew it we were kissing once again and I laid down on my back on the bad as he hovered over me.

" I love you "

He said

" I love you too "

I said kissing his neck.