Born To Destroy ( completed )

Chapter 31

Yours- Ella Henderson

I picked this song because she finally fells ready to accept that she's in love with him and even though she's always been afraid to be in love she loves him enough to let him know how she feels.

" Your friends are weird "

I said to Jake finally loosing the grip on my blanket now that Jonah was gone.

" How's that? "

" He walked in on us in bed together naked and he acted like it was normal if that's not weird then I'm crazy "

" It is normal and you are crazy but a good kind of crazy "

He said smirking.

Wait? It's normal for him? Oh god he probably has had sex with every girl with in a mile range! I never even bothered to ask if he was Virgin.

When I was quiet after a few minutes a lightbulb went off.

" Oh god no! I don't mean it like that! I mean it's a normal wolf thing "

" I'm still confused "

" Every wolf will most likely find their mate and their mate is the person their destined to be with the one person that can last with them forever and the one person who truly loves you when you got here everyone thought you were my mate even me even though I wasn't positive yet but this is a normal thing for wolves when they find their mate "

" That's so freaking sweet but so not true no one is destined to be together "

" Not even us? "

" Nope it's just really amazing luck "

" Luck is getting the last piece of pizza but this is not luck it's to complicated to be luck "

" well I'm a complicated person "

" You got that right but I still love you "

He smiled kissing my forehead

" And I love you too but how did everyone think you were my mate? "

" It's hard to explain but basically it's a wolf instinct we just kinda have a strange feeling and most of the time it's accurate but if you have haven't found your mate yet then it's easy to mistaken the feeling so on simple terms you don't know the feeling until you have found your mate "

" So what's that feeling like? "

I was really curious about this whole mate thing. it's hard to believe that anyone could be destined together.

" It feels amazing it's like you know that no matter what happens some how you will end up together and I never knew anyone so perfect could love anyone as simple as me and just knowing that that person loves you just as much as you love them well it's amazing really "

I wasn't sure if I believed it but I smiled and kissed him.

" Now it's my turn to ask the questions"

" Ask away "

" Who was your first love? "

I didn't expect that

" Eric.... he was my trainer he raised me and I thought we fell in love but he disappeared one day knowing he was the only person who truly cared about me he used to be my safe haven "

" His loss and you never have to go back to that blood sucking hell "

" It's okay if I Haden's gotten over him I would have never met you I would still be in the illusion he made up "

I had to ignore the second part of his comment.

" Am I your first? "

He asked and he was now hovering over me.

" My first what? "

He rolled his eyes

" You know what I'm talking about Tay"

I laughed

" You know me so well Jake and yes you are my first "

He smiled the brightest I had ever seen him smile.

" Am I your first? "

I asked

" My first what? "

He said smirking and I glared at him.

" Yes Tay your my first too believe it or not I'm not a ass like most of these guys here I mean their cool to hang out with but they don't believe in relationships they believe in screwing every girl "

" Really? They don't seem that bad? They are always nice to me "

" That's because your my mate and even the asshole wolfs respect that it's a major deal in the wolf world .....and I know some of them thought they had a chance with you "

He said the last part angry

" Aw is my little Scooby Doo jealous "

I asked laughing

" Why would I be jealous? I'm the one in bed naked with you "

" Watch it "

" It's a fact just saying "

He said smirking

" Oh and they definitely aren't going to think they have a chance now "

I raised my eyebrow at him

" Jacob Bogan if you give them details about any of this I will have your head "

He laughed

" No I would never do that what I mean is once a wolf has sex with their mate and I mean this with all respect for you but it's like marking your territory and making it official they call it imprinting but when a wolf imprints the person they imprinted on has their scent so now you have my scent "

" You wolfs are so complicating.... wait so everyone is going to know we had sex? "

He nodded

" Well that's going to be awkward "

His dad is going to know I had sex with him that's the main thing I'm embarrassed about!

" Wait can vampires smell the scent too? "

" Yep everyone can except humans "

" Well if I ever see Eric again he will kill us "

" As long as I die with you I'm happy "

He said kissing my cheek

" Well if he gets pissed I'm going to say it was your fault because 90% of sex involves the guy more then the girl "

" I see how it is! It's always the guys fault right? "

" Your smarter then I thought mr "

I loved it here.

In this bed with Jake everything seemed so right and easy. I never wanted it to end.

That and I really didn't want to face everyone with them knowing I had sex with Jake. It just felt awkward with them knowing.