Born To Destroy ( completed )

Chapter 43

I finally walked into our room after an hour of trying to find it. I came in to Jake with bloodshot eyes and a beer bottle in his hand.

" Sorry I took so long I got lost "

I say

" Are you okay? "

I ask

" Am I okay? Am I okay! Taylor I just saw my dads dead body so no I'm not fucking okay! "

" I understand your upset but that doesn't mean the solution is drinking "

" You don't fucking get it Taylor my dads dead! Not only the man who raised me is now in a body bag but I'm the chief now! I have to prepare for fucking war and raise damn newbies and I barely know how to take care of myself! "

" You can do it I have faith in you "

" well of course you do you have never had this many missions "

" And what's that suppose to mean? "

" Your always fucking protected everyone here protects you everyone here loves you and you don't have a care in the world "

" I spent my life in a living hell where everyone hated me I think I deserve this for a while "

After he didn't respond I got a bag and shoved clothes in it with a tooth brush and hair brush.

" What are you doing? "

" You obviously need time alone to think so I'm going to my old room "

He looked at me then the floor and nodded

Wow he wasn't even trying to make me stay.

I walked out walking down the hall to my bedroom I had walked back and forth between my room and Jakes for so long I finally memorized it.

I sat down on my bed and sighed. Then I heard someone knock I thought it was Jake But it was Chris?

" What are you doing here? "

I asked

" I switched sides "

" You what! "

In no history book has there ever been a vampire to come to the wolfs side.

" I heard what Eric did..... all of it so I switched sides to protect you "

" You didn't have to do that "

" Well apparently they are more dick like then I thought and I don't want to be on a team like that "

After a few minutes of awkward silence I finally spoke

" Well all the rooms are booked because every wolf around is staying here to prepare for war so I guess we can share a room "

" Ok "

He said smiling

" Happy? "

" I know it may sound creepy but I find you amusing "

" How? "

" Well we never learn about humans and human things so your like a mystery to me "

I laughed

" Ok "

~

It was 12pm and I couldn't sleep at all Chris was sitting on the bed while I was laying next to him trying to sleep.

" So you and wolfie got in a fight huh? "

" How did you know? "

" ever since you two met I've heard you have been glued to each other but right now your in different rooms "

" Well you guessed right "

" So what was it about? "

" His dads dead..... Eric killed him and well he's not in the best mood plus he's drinking I know it's not his fault but I just can't handle the stress "

" That's understandable "

Awkward silence

" It's killing you isn't it? "

" What? "

" Not being with him "

" ..... Yeah but he needs time to calm down "

After a while I finally fell a sleep

~

" What the fuck! "

I heard someone yell I jumped up to see Jake starring wide eyed at Chris.

" Jake calm down it's not what you think "

He looked back and fourth between me and Chris

" All the rooms are booked and he switched sides so he needed a room "

" Well in that case your coming back to mine "

" Do you not trust me? "

" I don't trust him "

They were having a glare down when Jakes face changed and he looked confused then looked at me.

" What? "

I asked

" Shhhh be quiet for a second "

We all got quiet and he starred at me his eyes growing wide then I knew why when he looked at my stomach.

" There's a heartbeat "

He said in a whisper

" Yeah.... I know "

He looked back up to me

" You know and you didn't tell me? "

" I found out yesterday but you were overwhelmed already "

He looked at me not saying anything but got teary eyed.

" So what are you going to do? "

Chris asked while Jake continued to stare in shock.

" I'm going to have the baby "

" No your not "

Jake said snapping out of it

" Yes I am Jake "

" It will kill you Taylor "

" I know..... but I would never forgive myself if I killed my own child plus a mother is suppose to go before her child any way "

Jake started tugging at his hair pacing back and fourth.

Well this talk should be fun