I fall in love with a guy named harry edward styles

Chapter 38

Harry's pov
After an hour or two of trickling her we started watching the notebook she is sitting between my legs rested her head on my chest focused on the movie this movie is my favourite but I am wondering how did she know it must be niall who told her mariam sighed got up walked towards the kitchen absolutely she will get snacks but no opened the microwave instead walked towards the couch I want know what is the favourite food she putted the plastic bag on the table got on her knees “shit" she swears I looked at her worriedly it must still hurts her “I will go get the bones cream" I said getting up walked towards the bathroom got the bones cream then got out found her sitting on the couch eating taco's kneeled down putted cream on my fingers putted on her knee “harry are you crazy" she screamed I rubbed it on her knee could see her so focused on the movie while eating the taco's “I see you since we started watching the movie you are focused on it so much" I said she looked down at me rolled her eyes then continued focusing on the movie while eating I finished rubbing the cream on her knee got up walked towards the kitchen washed my hands I dried them “harry get me a drink from the fridge" she said her eyes aren't leaving the television I sighed opened the fridge getting her an apple juice walked towards the couch giving it to her she thanked me I walked towards the stairs climbing up going straight to the bedroom entered walked towards the bed throw myself on it sighed loudly my heart hurts she is ignoring me it makes me feel sad I sit up straight “I miss you mariam" I said to myself putted my hands on my face she is avoiding my eye contact at least I tried I felt her hands took mine off my face “I heard ya saying that miss me" she said looking at me lovingly smiling I grabbed her by waist she careless my cheeks pressed her lips on mine our lips started moving in sync mariam pulled away rested her forehead on mine her eyes are closed I could see her biting her lip smiling “mariam do you love me ?" I asked which caused her eyes to open suddenly “of course I do" she answered I cleared my throat we stayed silent our breathing could be heard my chest started to hurt “babe are you okay ?" she asked worriedly I wish I knew the answer but I had a feeling that you don't love me anymore neither care about me “I just..." I stopped could see worry in her eyes waiting for me to say something but words doesn't come out of my mouth “I... don't know what to say but I had a feeling that you don't love me neither care about me anymore" I said she sit next to me pulled my face to look at her “harry don't think like that I know downstairs I was ignoring you sorry about that" she said playing with her fingers looking down I pulled her face up by chin “I remember our love it was after two weeks of knowing each other through the texting and you were shocked but happy that I came to see you" I said she smiled shyly “then you took me to your bedroom and our first kiss" I continued she blushed holding my wrist kissed my palm waiting for me to continue “I remember the first time we meet how embarrassed you were when you complained about my look" I laughed she putted her hands on her face I took them placing them on mine “you get more beautiful when you're embarrassed" I said she laughed kissed her hands “that day niall was so overprotective and he wasn't liking what I was wearing" she said I leaned forward careless her cheek then kissed her lips tastes like strawberry I am in cloud nine “you are the most beautiful girl I ever seen and I can't stop thinking about how lucky I am to call you mine" I whispered in her mouth then continued kissing her our tongues started fighting and she win sucking mine I moaned mariam pulled away “you..." I cut her off kissing hungrily could feel her smile on the kiss she pulled away looked in the eyes biting her lip “it look like you want to say something" I said she nodded still biting her lip shyly blushing “go ahead" I added smiling she pulled her hair behind her ear get ready to talk “I want to do something but not now" she said I got confused about what she just said mariam got up layed down putting her head on the pillow I went to my side “baby girl I didn't understand anything" I said laying down the same position as her looking up at ceiling “ya will know soon" she said giving me her back I went closer to her wrapped my arms around her waist “baby" I said she hummed not turning her head “are you going to take a nap ?" I asked she sighed softly then turned her head a little “why ya are asking that ?" she asked smiling I smiled mariam turned into my arms “answer my question first" I said she wrapped her arms around my neck humming “yes I am going to take a nap but..." I cut her off by finding an answer for her question “because I will feel so lonely if you took a nap" I answered she rolled her eyes smiling then pecked my lips “ya are here with me so my baby boy won't feel so lonely I will never make you feel it ever" she said smiling then started kissing my lips repeatedly he hummed she stopped looking me in the eyes “I want ya to feel so loved" she added I smiled happily I love her more than words can describe how lucky I am to have her waking up to see her beautiful face