I fall in love with a guy named harry edward styles

Chapter 55

*next day*
Mariam's pov
Today we are going to Ireland niall and harry are best friends since they were sixteen our mothers are best friends too he is already welcomed to the family I'm so happy that harry agreed to come I miss home and mom the plane is going to go I never been in one before so I'm a little bit scared harry took my hand on his intertwined our fingers looked at me smiling “do you have a fear of planes ?" he asked I rolled my eyes shaking my head niall looked at me smiling mouthed to me everything is going to be fine he knows that I never been in a plane before plus he made a passport when I turned nineteen the plane started shaking I holded tightly on harry's hand “harry I'm scared" I said then the shaking stopped which caused me a little relaxation “shhh you're safe now" he said his words relaxed more I looked at him smiling “you know I relaxed more by your words when you're with me I always feel so safe" I said still smiling he kissed the back of my hand “by the way when are you going to practice for your new role ?" he asked his question took me by surprise “when we get back from Ireland" I answered he hummed then smiled leaned in kissed my lips “don't worry this..." I cut him off “harry ya said that before by the way she said not get you with me" I said lied to him yesterday about getting a new role it is true I decided to not to get him with me I just begged her to skip the kissing part but she refused and said it's important what is important in it why do I need to kiss another guy in front of my boyfriend even though the kiss won't be real so I decided to lie to harry and of course he will get so angry in the day of the official performance “baby are you okay ?" he asked interrupting me from the stupid lie I am doing never lied in my entire life “yeah I'm okay" I answered smiling he pulled my hand towards his lips kissed it since yesterday he is being so romantic and gentle I guess he is doing this because he is scared that I will leave him or he mean it I don't understand him anymore but I am one hundred percent sure he mean it looking out of the small window the sky looks more beautiful from the plane “baby I will sleep for a little while" he said letting go of my hand I lost connect of his hand felt more scared that might be the coma when I saw the flight attendant walking by started breathing heavily holding tightly on the chair “ma'am are you okay ?" she asked I shaked my head looked at niall then harry his eyes are already closed “I...I want water" I stuttered she smiled nodding getting a small bottle of water “there you go" she said giving me the small bottle of water I dropped from my hand “it's okay sweetie it's okay" she said kneeled down getting the small bottle I could see harry opened one eye looking at her “thank you" I said smiling took it from her meant to do this to see what harry will do I crossed my arms looked at him he looked up at me smiling “just when we land" I said smirking he took my hand kissed my knuckle “baby you will look beautiful when you became a flight attendant" he said I rolled my eyes looked out the small window could hear him opening the seatbelt looked at him “where are you going ?" I asked confused he didn't answered just walked away I looked at niall and Amelia their relationship is better than mine and harry's sighed softly that's why I hate myself look back at the sky rested my head back our relationship got worse after a year of being together “sis are you okay ?" niall asked getting my attention I looked at him “I am ma...yeah" I answered smiling niall opened his seatbelt came sit next to me “did he hurt ya ?" he asked I sighed softly shaking my head giving him a small smile “after a year of being together our relationship got worse I hate myself big bro also lied to him about my performance that I got a new role he will get so angry I didn't mean to do it" I said holding my tears back niall took my hand rubbing it with his thumb “I'm one hundred percent sure he will forgive you" he said smiling sadly “I love him so much niall could do anything to make him happy" I said letting the tears fall niall wiped my tears with other hand smiling “I love you so much more and I forgive you about the lie have to control myself about this it hurts my heart to see you crying" he said from behind niall my brother got up walked back to his seat harry sit back in his seat “do you mean every single word ya said ? do you mean to be so romantic and gentle to me ?" I asked he looked at me admiring me “I mean every single word got said and I am born being so romantic and gentle to any woman and girl also respect them but you..." he stopped looking down I got nervous about he will say next “I don't deserve this it's okay won't be hurt because that is true I hurt you more than I..." he cut me off “you deserve the world I won't change my mind about having kids with you and marrying you that was said a year ago" he said I bited my bottom lip I don't know why his words doesn't make me feel that they are true and don't believe them coming out of my mouth now make me believe and say they are true