I fall in love with a guy named harry edward styles

Chapter 51

Mariam's pov
We decided to stay on the bed talking about random things I wanted to talk about our future decided against it but remembered that he said that wants us to get engaged and have kids I sighed could see from the corner of eye harry looked at me then I turned my head looked at him a dimpled smile appeared “can I know why are you smiling ?" I asked he struggled his shoulders which caused me to roll my eyes I know that he hates it when I does it “you are..." I cut him off “harry I know that ya hate it when I roll my eyes at you because you are a weirdo and does creepy things" I said confusion came on his face which caused me to slap him “what the fuck" all he could say putting his hand on his cheek “and I love to tell ya that I meant to do it" I said doing the cupcake blinking repeatedly “you..." I cut him off by pressing my lips against his he took it by surprise climbed on his lap his hand careless my cheek his other on my hip I pulled away bitting my lip rested my forehead on his looking in his eyes “I want you" I said could see his eyes on my lips he licked his lips “you just turned me on" he said I got off his lap “why are you going baby girl come back here" he putted me back on his lap “I wanted to try something" I said he putted my hair behind my ear “something like what ?" he asked I looked away blushing then looked back at him “harry that's embarrassing" I said get of his lap he laughed “are you a virgin ?" he asked smiling which caused me to blush more I nodded he sitting on the edge of the bed bring me closer to him sat his lap for third time putting my arms around his neck and his hands went under my sweatshirt “harry what are ya doing ?" I asked he shushed me I pushed him he held my hips I started thrusting on his “now shit baby god damn it wait" he said I stopped crossed my arms raised my eyebrow “because I'm virgin that doesn't mean I don't know how to be a naughty girl" I said still with crossed arms he laughed then flipped us hover over me his hands either sides of my head leaned down towards my ear “I'm gonna make you feel so good" he whispered then pulled away I wrapped my arms around his neck “show me what ya have got" I said he leaned down kissed my lips playing with the curls on the back of his neck his hands went to the hum of my sweatshirt then we pulled away taking it off “no bra" he said smirking I blushed biting my lip shyly harry's lips between my breasts and my hands going through his hair then the doorbell rang harry groaned and I got so scared he got off me I wrapped the blanket “I'm coming with you" I said getting up following him downstairs “who is it ?" he asked I shaked my head rolled my eyes “harry..." he cut me off by putting his hand on my mouth “it's me Taylor baby" the person on the door answered “what the fuck harry are you cheating on me again first jasmine and this" I said angrily he tried to put his hand on my mouth “baby it looks like you have guest" she said laughing which made my ears bleed “no I don't have" he said my jawline dropped started hitting him “okay open the door" she said I mocked her “I can't" he said I crossed my arms raised my eyebrow “open the fucking door harry let her that you have a girlfriend huh a girlfriend" I said girlfriend loudly “what ? you have a girlfriend I thought you were single" she said I pushed him out of my way opened the door “hi" I said showing her that I am half naked then she ran away I turned smirking could see his jawline dropped closed the door “this one if she came again I will break her fucking neck remember jasmine a year ago I let her drown" I said walked pass him turned could see him ran his fingers through his curls “why ya lie to them tell me what you're single ? I am cheap less to you, you hate our relationship that much" I added he walked towards me sighed careless my cheek I pushed his hand away remember a year ago you were in the hospital in a coma me and niall used to go to the bar to wash our pain away gets..." I cut him off “I'm sorry but please don't do it again" I said turned walked towards the stairs climbing up to our bedroom closed the door I sit behind it harry might doesn't want me in his life anymore it hurts and makes me want to leave him or him leaving me I got walked towards the nightstand the promise ring sit on the bed looking at it I will always love you and I will never leave you those words were said on the day I came out of the hospital which was a year ago the door opening getting my attention he came and sit next to me “I know that it hurts you but I swear didn't..." I putted my finger on his lips “enough this slut ruined our anniversary our day our love if you even love me or want me in your life I'm going to Ireland tomorrow you deserve someone better than me I wasn't giving ya enough love absolutely nothing at all but please don't tell niall anything" I said could see tears in his eyes he got on his knees in front of me “please don't leave me please it's my fault for making you feel cheap less I don't hate our relationship at all" he said rested his head on my lap I don't know what to do anymore looked at the promise ring I putted my finger “get up and let's cuddle" I said he smiled getting up wiped his tears I layed down harry walked to his side