since forever

texting

M- hey addie

A- Mer hi is everything okay?

M- yeah i'm good i just can't sleep

A- do you need me to come over? i can bring ice cream and we can talk and have a girls night

M- no it's fine, thank you anyways.

A- i'll see you at work tomorrow.

After work the next day

A- how was your day?

M- it was fine how was yours

A- mine was good, Mer you seem off what's wrong?

M- nothing i'm just tired

A- Mer you're my best friend i know when somethings wrong, your acting weird

M- everything's fine addie just leave it

A- no tell me

M- i'm in love with someone who doesn't love me back

A- did they tell you they don't love you back?

M- no but i know

A- you can't be sure until you ask them

M- i am sure addie

A- who is it?

M- i don't really want to talk about it

A- please just give me a clue

M- she has gorgeous blue eyes

A- it's a she?

M- yeah

A- you never told me you were into girls before?

M- yeah well i don't do labels, labels are for clothes

A- so your not straight?

M- no, i had girlfriends in college

A- really?

M- you didn't?

A- i kissed a girl once, as a dare when i was like 12, but i have never...

M- have you ever wanted too?

A- i guess i never really thought about it

M- sex with girls is way better

A- it is?

M- yeah, girls pay more attention, their less selfish

A- hmnn

M- what are you thinking about?

A- notning

M- sure

A- so tell me more about this mystery woman

M- she's beautiful, she doesn't think it. But she's all i can think about, every second of every day i think about her, and i see her, i can't focus when she's in the same room as me.

A- do you see her a lot?

M- yes

A- does she work at the hospital?

M- yes, she's great, she's great at her job and she's great with her patients

A- that's nice, can you just tell me who it is?

M- you know her

A- i do?

M- yeah addie, you do

A- is it baily?

M- no addie it's not baily?

A- Mer i'm gonna find out you might as well just tell me

M- she has wavy red hair, she's a neonatal surgeon, she used to live in new york, she desperately wants kids, she was engaged to a man who left her to move to England, she's only ever kissed a girl once for a dare and i'm texting her right now.

A- Meredith...

M- Addie...

A- since when

M- since forever

A- Mer i just don't know how to do this, your my best friend and i love you, what if we break up, and it's messy and we hate each other, then i loose my best friend, and my girlfriend

M- you want to be my girlfriend?

A- don't act like your not fucking perfect, men see you and droole

M- i don't care about them addie, i want you

A- you want to try?

M- do you?

A- yes, but i'm not sure how it works

M- how what works?

A- the whole dating a girl thing

M- so what?

A- so teach me

M- come over so we can talk the doors unlocked, i'll order takeout.

A- okay i will see you soon

M- okay

Idk if i should keep going with this i was just bored and had inspiration to write. Anyways tell me if i should keep going <3