Thanks to her

Chapter 6

Emma's POV

This was the moment I've been dreading since Regina saved me an explanation she just started at me waiting for me to start while I'm trying to think of where to start guess from the beginning I took a breath "when I was born my mother and father were in a gang or something involved with dangerous people who threatened to kill me unless they sent me away so they gave me up for adoption I was in a couple good homes when I was little then people started having there own kids and I would always end up back in the system when I turned 12 a man adopted me but he was evil and cruel he would hit me and call me names but when I was 14 I he touched me" a tear rolled down my face and Regina had one running off hers too "so at 16 it continued until I decided to run away I came here to storybrooke and I was on the streets for a while till this boy came and I liked him a lot so we were friends then we became more then friends I was happy to meet someone in my life that would love me for me but I was very wrong he started to hurt me I knew it was wrong so I was gonna break up with him and I tired but he told me it wasn't an option so he dragged me to a strip club and told me he knew my parents and he could have them killed easily if I ever tried to run so we forced me to become a stripper and give him all the money I made him and his friends would play games with me spin the bottle they get to make out with me then I chug whatever bottle they give me then they smash it on me that was why I was so hung over at school" Regina spoke up "Emma I can't believe people would do such a thing" I laughed "people aren't angels there evil" I continued knowing the story got worse "when I got in my car after school my "boyfriend" told me I had a third try to the game I've failed I knew this game so I took alcohol to numb the pain as long as I could the goal of the game is for each guy out of 8 gets an hour to make me cry if I do they go again but double the time if I win well I just don't get beat for longer you came at the forth guy I still had four to go" I was now crying and I didn't even notice Regina came over to me and wiped my tears when I looked up we were really close to each other and I really wanted to kiss her but she's my teacher although she did save my life so maybe it wouldn't hurt I can't hide my feelings but if she gets mad I'll be on the streets too late I'm going for it I can blame it on the alcohol I leaned in and pressed my lips against hers to my surprise she kissed back but pulled away quickly "Emma we can't do this..." I knew it was to good to be true "I'm not gonna take advantage of you" wait there is hope "so you do like me back" she looked up and I stared into her chocolate brown eyes "that's not the point your hurt physically and mentally plus I'm your teacher Emma we can't happen I'm sorry" that sentence hurt a lot more then it should have she's right this was wrong "but if it's wrong why did it feel so right" she chuckled a little "I'm not sure miss Swan but we can figure this out later your not going to school tomorrow and your sleeping here" I looked up at her in confusion "your not kicking me out for kissing you..?" She yawned "no of course not cause I kissed you back plus I'm not sending you back out there" she patted at her lap for me to put my head on her lap "oh come on we kissed this is nothing we can pretend it didn't happen tomorrow" it hurt when she said we can pretend it didn't happen cause it did but I put me head down on her lap anyway as I was drifting off to sleep I could feel Regina playing with my hair I haven't felt this loved my whole life was this wrong yes very but it was so right too I fell asleep wishing I could do this every night.

Reginas POV

Emma fell asleep on my lap as I played with her hair this night was definitely crazy I didn't wanna stop kissing the beautiful blonde but it's wrong she's my student and I could never take advantage of her like that this poor girl didn't deserve anything that happened to her she had a bad life and all I want is to fix it and make it better but I can't I was pulled from my thoughts when the Emma started to breath a lot heavier and she jolted up and yelled "no please don't" and started crying I grabbed her and wrapped my arms around her "shhh Emma it's just a dream your safe your with me nothing will happen to you here" her breathing slowed down and she relaxed "I'm sorry I didn't mean to wake you I just I've been having nightmares a lot I'm not used to being in the same room as someone" she wiped her tears and I couldn't believe how alone she really was "it's ok dear you didn't wake me I was awake I'm not worried about me I'm worried about you Emma you don't need to apologize for having a nightmare it's ok it's normal" she put her head on my chest and I rubbed circles on her back "your ok here your safe no ones gonna hurt you here" I felt a tear on my shirt "I know but I have to go back they know where my parents live they can hurt them" I kept holding on to her I was careful not to hurt her "I know we can figure something out together in the morning ok" she nodded and yawned "it's ok go back to sleep I've got you" I watched as her breathing slowed back down I waited an hour to sleep to make sure she was ok god I wish I could do this all the time I can't believe I caught feelings for my student I fell asleep not letting go of the beautiful fragile blonde