Thanks to her

Chapter 2

Reginas POV

After I helped Emma up she told me not to worry what the hell was she thinking of course I'm gonna worry she gave me a smile that was way more fake then earlier I just looked into her eyes and I saw hurt in them like she wasn't ok but I just met her there wasn't much I could do hurt turned to fear quickly as she checked the time she ran for the exit I didn't stop her from running either I had to get going myself I had to pick up Henry I went to my car and I saw Emma sitting in the car with someone but I couldn't recognize him he definitely didn't go here he was older then her he seemed to laugh when she jumped a little I saw her look down in shame as they drove away there was something with that girl or I could just be over thinking and shes just got an older brother teasing her oh well I gotta get Henry I drove to the elementary school and went inside and Henry came running "MOMMY" he sprinted and jumped up at me "hi my little prince" he giggle at the name god he was adorable "ready to go home" he had a huge smile on his face "yes can we get ice cream" I laughed "I suppose so" he got excited I put him down and he ran in circles so we went to pick up some ice cream and went back home me and Henry watched a couple movies ate pizza and I put him to bed and started going over essays when I finished and I read Emma's again there was something small written that I haven't noticed when she had written about things getting better for people who didn't have the best life she wrote "I hope so" very small I almost missed it what was going on with this girl I put everything away and went to bed as I drifted off I couldn't get that beautiful blond out of my head Wait beautiful no that's your student but I couldn't help thinking things like that she had the cutest smile well the realest one I saw and she's so smart and oh god I have to stop I finally fell asleep.

Emma's POV

When we got there he opened the door for me I clearly didn't move fast enough cause he grabbed my arm and pulled me out "hurry up" is all he said to me I got my bag and entered the strip club god I hate it here someone gave me an outfit "go change love you'll look better in that" he just smirked at me oh god I wanted to punch him so bad your probably wondering why a college student like me is doing here a friendless nerd well thanks to my boyfriend I have a job and I give him all the money I get why am I still in this relationship well that's a longer story but doesn't matter as long as I keep my end of the deal I should be fine although leaving would probably be safer I changed and looked in the mirror disgusted at my reflection but I went out and did the shows made some cash and hours later I was about to change "nope not tonight princess your staying for extra hours for extra cash" I turned around and smiled but nobody believed it they didn't have to it's there fault I don't smile anymore "so what games do we play tonight" was what one out of 8 men asked "I'm thinking spin the bottle" he smirked and looked at my "boyfriend" he looked at me smiled "sounds fun he put a bottle down and spun it when someone says spin the bottle you think kissing well it is but there's a twist to this one it landed on Killian Jones "ohhh it's my turn come here love" I walked up to him and he made out with me as everyone cheered and watched god this is why I'm so gay I hate men when he was done I threw me on the ground and smashed the bottle of me "we need another bottle over here" robin passed one to one of the boys it was a full beer oh did I forget to mention every new bottle is full and I have to drink it so if someone gets carried away and fucks me im to drunk to fight back and no one believes a drunk college kid over grown ass adults this was one of the longer games and I ended up drinking a lot of vodka which always hit hard tomorrow was gonna suck after they were done I was thrown out to walk to granny's that's where I lived in a bed and breakfast everyone was sleeping so I thought I was wayyyyy to drunk to know that's one advantage of storybrooke there aren't many people and rarely any night drivers so I never got hit yet I was stumbling everywhere till my best friend Ruby caught me "Rubbbyyyy hiiii" she rolled her eyes "Emma shut up your loud other people sleep here to y'a know" she said a little on the annoyed side i don't blame her I'm drunk a lot for obvious reasons I giggle "sorrryyyyy I know you love me anyway" I whispered she picked me up bridal style "you know I do em" she carried me upstairs and placed me in bed "Emma this has to stop your in college now you can't keep fucking around like this" I just stared in to my best friends concerning eyes she knew everything except me being a stripper and getting my ass kicked all the time "your pretty" she laughed "your wasted good luck tomorrow Em" she kissed my forehead and I fell asleep Ruby know I'm gay and knows I wasn't hitting on her of in love with her she's just the closest this I have to family. When I woke up I felt awful I leaned over my bed and threw up in a trash can god I love you Ruby ughhhh I'm so fucked I got up threw up a couple of times took some medication for my head that's exploding right now I went downstairs and Ruby was about to say something but I cut her off "don't even I already feel like shit and regret everything meet you in the car" she laughed and followed me we went to school near each other so she drove me every morning we stopped for coffee I was gonna need that god I'm not even sober yet assholes gave me a shit ton last night I went inside I was always early I hated people so being early was the best I normally read in the library but today was not the day but I went in to see the librarian belle to go lie down till I needed to go to class I still had an hour I walked in greater by her she was really sweet "I was gonna say good morning but it doesn't look like one" I have her a sarcastic smile "haha belle nope it isn't" she looked concerned "again Emma how much did you have god you look awful" I just sighed the only 2 people I like think I'm an alcoholic who has a problem " a lot more then I should have oh and thanks I feel worse then I look" I sat down and rested my head for a while till I heard a familiar voice "hi belle I'm looking for a- miss Swan is that you" I lifted up my head and she gasped god was it really that bad I need to look in the miroir more "no" is all I said "miss Swan came with me please" she didn't sound mad at all just concerned so I followed "bye belle thanks" she just smiled and we left to miss Mills office