Impossible love

new beginning

I woke up early in the morning, for some reason I was happy and excited so I took full shower and wore my clothes, fixed my hair, sprayed some perfume and went out and to Selena's house, she looked out from her window and a huge smile crossed my face, I waved to her as she smile sweetly and wave, she went in as I hide behind the tree I really don't want her mom to see me, I feel like each time she sees me she wants to beat me, I don't blame her I was a jerk, speaking of jerk my blood boiled when I saw Dylan walking down the street acting if he's casually passing by, I went to him

"What do you think you're doing?" I hissed as he roll his eyes

"I'm going to work" he said like it's the most obvious thing on earth

"Don't pass by my wife's house" I pointed at the house

"Well this road is a shortcut to my work" he challenged

"Well take a longer route to clear out your head because she's my wife, we will not file for a divorce not even in your dreams so your work with her is done" I pointed at his chest

"And if I didn't take the longer route, what'll you do!" he pushed my hand away and I swear he just pushed all my buttons it makes me so mad "huh" he scoffed "Are you gonna fire me?!" he tease

"I swear Dylan-" I felt a presence, so I looked on a side to see Selena crossing her arms and glaring at us, I looked at Dylan and swallow my anger because I was gonna fight him but not now, not in front of Selena, I took a deep breath and moved back "Fine, make fun of me and my situation, you're lower than I thought, you forgot how we helped you back then" I cleared my throat

"What's going on?" Selena walked toward us

"Nothing, he's just making fun of me" I walked off, he really dares to make fun of my life now

"Justin" Selena rushed toward me, I stopped and took a deep breath in and out "Are you okay?"

"Yea" I took her hand in mine as I felt the anger dissolve "he just got on my nerves, I'm sorry" I couldn't look at her

"Don't be sorry for what you're feeling" she held my hand tighter

"I'm sure he didn't mean to make fun-"

"Oh Please, you don't see the real him, he'll take advantage of every bad thing that happened to me and make fun of me" she sigh

"Babe" I stopped and look at her, she was frowning so I cubed her face in my hands and made her look at me "You only see the good in people, it's okay don't feel bad"

"And you should control your anger, don't fight with him ever again" she held my hands, I let out a smile

"I've tried my best, if you didn't go out I'd have fought him by now"

"Please don't, i get it. You two hate each other but stop fighting"

"He provoke me" I kissed her forehead softly and took a deep breath of her scent, she kissed my hand making me smile "Let's go eat breakfast" she nodded.

After breakfast we searched for jobs in the newspaper, then we went to my father's friend company but he said that the position was taken so we went out and tried all my dad's friend and my cousins but none of them had any job for me in their company, at last we found the only job that Selena said is alright, a small shop that needed a person to sell their stuff so they gave me the stuff in three bags and told me to start working by passing by the costumers houses, I made excuse for Selena to accompany me because I'm scared, more like a child in kindergarten afraid that his mom will leave him, but she was supportive enough to accompany me, Selena taught me some words to sweet talk the product to the costumers but hardly enough anyone let me speak about it but we managed to capture one lady attention so I start speaking like an advertisement but Selena suddenly got angry and packed all the stuff and pushed me out