Impossible love

"I'm in love"

I woke up to see that Ryan and i fell asleep on the bunch in the park so i woke him up then returned home, i had a bad headache and now mt body is aching me, i don't recall much right now so i need to sleep in my bed maybe i'll feel better when i wake up.

"Finally you're home huh" mom voice made me open my eyes as my heart race, god just for a day i wanna feel better "look at me" she gave me ice cold look, i sat up as i took a deep breath "where were you all night?!" i swallow feeling sick

"I'm here now so calm down mom"

"What is this" she picked the white rose that i placed on the counter, I've been thinking of giving Selena a white rose, maybe she'll like it but mom sure doesn't "what did you tell Jeff? who do you think you're canceling everything after everything"

"Well for once i'm thinking as Justin, mom that's your plans, I've never agreed to marry Ashley anyways. I only told him what i want, i don't want to marry Ashley" she glares at me, if she will kill me i don't mind "you drag me to this without even asking me if i want to marry that girl or not"

"And you went with the wave without saying a thing but when we went to ask for the girl hand you backed down? do you think this is a joke?!" she sure is angry but i'm done being a toy

"I should've said so from the beginning but mom this is not a joke, i don't want the girl" next thing i know is my mom swing her hand and slapped me hard enough to make an echo in my room

"It's not up to you anymore, after all of this you'll marry Ashley either you like it or not" she storm out passing by mother Teresa, i didn't notice that she's in the room

"I'm not a kid stop treating me like a toy!" my blood was burning through my whole body "this is my life i choose whatever i want and whoever i choose to marry!" i yell out so she hears me

"Then stop acting like a kid or a toy and take your responsibilities" mother Teresa scolded me "life and people are not toys in your hands so you should be an adult and not play with everything in front of you the discard it whenever you're bored" i didn't expect her to take my side but being against me makes me realize how wrong and guilty i am, did i really mess up enough that no one is taking what i said seriously "off Justin" she shakes her head and left with a huff, i took the rose feeling my heart breaks to so many pieces "Selena, i have to see you" she's the only person who believed in me and took my words to heart, she was patient with me too many times but the only thing i did is break her heart each time, she's the only one who will understand me and hear me out.

After i took a full shower, i dressed up and fixed my hair and everything i went down to hear mom speaking in a soft voice

"He took an injection so he's all better now" she laughed softly, she's still planning on this thing "that's his footsteps" she rose up and ran towards me smiling "oh honey how do you feel" i look to see even though i knew for who this act is for, sure Ashley and her mom were setting and smiling from ear to ear to see me, i smile a little "see who came to check on you"

"Uh- welcome" i look at my mom after giving them a node

"Hello" Ashley said shyly while her mom said the same thing but softly

"Mom what are they doing" i whisper after i gave them my back, mom put her hand on my shoulder to hide her face from them just then her eyes that was sweet and loving turned dark and ice, she whisper back

"I invited them" she pinched me making me gasps the air in "now sir, if you don't mind, she smile and look at them "Shannon honey let's go out a set by the pool, let the kids have some privacy" Ashley's mom got up and walked toward me