Impossible love

"What does this means?"

The next day after i woke up i saw uncle Brian was setting on the chair in the front balcony, i went to him after i looked around but mom was nowhere to be seen
"Morning" i walked out
"Morning" he said like he was carrying a burden, only to realize that my secret has gotten heavier on him, he've been best friends with mom ever since high school and now for the first time he's having a secret and hiding it
"I'm sorry" i start out as i set on the chair beside him, he shook his head
"What happened yesterday" he look at me
"We found mother teresa in a hotel" i said and he sigh making me stop
"I meant about you and Justin, obviously something happened" i cleared my throat
"He told his father"
"What about his mother?" I lick my lips
"Still" i look down, he slammed his hands on the table making me jump and draw a sharp breath, he inhale a deep breath then let it out
"I'm sorry" he almost whisper as i sigh while closing my eyes feeling tears start to fill my eyes "Selena i'm not the one to interfere but this series has taken too long, this is not a game" i look at him and he was looking at me making me feel guilty "how long did it take for him to tell his father? 2? 3 months? And now is his mother turn? Will take the same time or longer" I could understand where he's coming from but -"if he didn't tell his mom today consider this matter is done before your mom knows about it..." he look so serious right now, have you ever felt like you know it's wrong to wait for someone so long to fix his mistakes because you love him but you know that if they didn't act now it's done for... "you know what your mom would do once she knows that his parents still don't know about your marriage? That you're playing as his almost mother cousin?" I opened my mouth to speak just then a thud was heard like bags fell on the ground making my heart drop
"What does this means?" Mom voice was almost like a whisper, uncle Brian stood quickly knowing that we both didn't meant for her to hear all of this, i stood as she glares at us "someone explain now!" She demanded and i've never seen her this angry before, where to start, i can't but i have to speak "Selena!" She now said under her gritted teeth, i swallow hard
"Mandy. Calm down, you're scaring the girl" uncle Brian walked toward her but stopped when she looked at him in a way like he betrayed her, i felt pain in my chest, no
"You knew about this and never told me anything" he press his lips together "after everything we've been through? After what happened last night" they will fight over me if I didn't say anything now
"Mom it's my fault" i finally spoke, he can't take the blame for me, she can't punish him for the mistake that i made, i held my hands together holding back the tears "i made him promise not to tell you anything. Uncle Brian did nothing wrong" my throat start to pain, i hate how quickly i break down, she looked at me and i felt so scared
"Well" she walked toward me and i stood still ready to be slapped "explain yourself then" she held herself that her hands turned into fists
"I... " i have to be careful now that she gave me a chance to explain this "Justin didn't tell his parents about our marriage, yesterday his father knew"
"And what were you doing in his house" i swallow
"I stayed there as his.." nanny? House maid? What does mother teresa considered as "as mother teresa cousin" i whisper looking down 
"You let him played you, pretend that you're someone else, not his wife" i swallow and slowly nodded "what a shame" these words broke me "i've never taught you to be this low, do you have no dignity? Or are you going after what-so-called love?" I pressed my lips together, she let out a scoff "i thought that you're old enough to make your own decisions, I didn't want to interfere-" she stopped "i've never interfered with your personal life" she corrected "i thoughts that i taught you well and better than to be someone's toy" i looked up
"Mom" she shook her head tears filling her eyes "his father knew yesterday"
"After what 3 months?" She let out a laugh but it wasn't as humor "and don't tell me that you thought that everything is fine now? You know a real man will tell his parents immediately and it's not like he's 17 to not be able to make his decision plus let's say his mother didn't like that he took a girl from a small town and not rich to be her daughter in law, he probably should've considered this possibility and take the permission before going and mess with your life" i look down again i've never been so ashamed or humiliated in my life and not because of anybody, but because of me "you actually thought that it's all fine now" she didn't believe it "okay let me put this together for you incase you put yourself so low that you messed all the red flags, he lied to you and when you came of course you tried to tell his parents but of course he refuses isn't it" i nodded "and then you thought let me go along with this game and waste my time in being someone's else's toy"
"No-" i looked up
"No? Then why didn't you return and left him, you don't need him to play you like that!" She pointed at me "you only had to return and tell us what a big lair he's i'm sure that he fooled us all not only you"
"I didn't want to disappoint you, i wanted to fix it"
"You could've returned with dignity and i'd be happy that my daughter did the right thing but guess what now i am disappointed in you" she walked away and I didn't dare to follow her, she took a taxi and went on her way, i have to stop her she shouldn't go there.
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I followed her until she reached Justin's house, she quickly got out and i gave the driver his money and got out
"Mom, stop!" I yell but she hurried inside, i run behind her but Justin was already outside and he saw her
"How dare you!" She yell at him "you took my daughter and deceived all of us back in Texas!" He backed away but she grabbed his shirt
"Mom stop" i tried to held her hand "you made her lie and pretend and-"
"Who are you?" pattie came out running toward us "and why are you attacking my son!" She pushed my mom away as i held her "marie who's she!" She gave her a look then raised her eyebrows "oh hazel mom, how dare you hold my son like that"
"Her name is Selena" my mom defended me "plus who's hazel"
"My maid" mom raise her eyebrows
"I'm Selena's mom. The one you're calling marie" they both looked confuse
"Mom stop it and let's go inside" Justin said
"Justin!" My mom snapped
"Don't yell at my son!" Pattie snapped as well
"He's my son in law and he deceived you as well"
"Son in law" pattie process then she look at me as i swallow "you-"
"Selena's my wife mom" Justin said as my heart drop, she eyed me before she eyed him
"When? How?"
"Since i went to Texas, i married her and when she came"
"You married without my permission"
"I love her" pattie slapped him
"Love what you're saying. All we ever knew was she's teresa's cousin"
"I lied" Justin looked nervous "i love her and i married her but i was scared, scared of how i felt for her and" he held out his hand for me and i held it without hesitation
"With all due respect for you mrs. bieber but they played this game and got us fooled"
"I do agree with you mrs...."
"Cornett" my mom said
"Mrs. Cornett"
"With all due respect i was planning to marry this" she hit Justin's back "to a fair-rich girl"
"This is what I thought" my mom gave me a look as i swallow hard
"But this will be canceled because i'm already married" he held my hand tighter as i held back
"No" they both said
"I believe you have the right to agree on this marriage and since as i assumed will not be fit, i call for divorce"
"Exactly" his mom said
"But-"
"I do not agree that my girl be in a place where she've been played into"
"I think that my brain free son has made a rushed decision back then since he have never came out with this so divorce it is" why are our mothers agree to a divorce now that we came clear about it
"Mom you can't choose this for me!" I objected
"Yea!" Justin agree
"Like you made the right choice when given" she glared at me
"It's not fair" Justin said
"Like it's fair what you did to my girl!" My mom hissed
"Justin. Enough playing. Mrs. Cornett and i have agree since you both showed how child-like your decision is. You might as well be treated like a children now and let us handle it" pattie said
"Mrs. Bieber. Here's my phone number so we discuss about the court stuff"  mom gave her the restaurant card
"Oh yea" pattie glanced at it "alright now" she grabbed justin
"No!" Justin held my hand with his other hand "this is unacceptable"
"Selena, let go" mom grabbed me
"No!" I held Justin "i'll not get divorce"
"Stop acting like a kid"
"I love her mom why can't you understand that!" He said
"Love what after all what you did to her" mom grabbed me
"I love him" i protest
"He was toying with you" pattie grabbed justin and finally they broke us away
"Now act like adult and walk with me" mom grabbed me as i looked at him, why are they doing this to us, pattie grabbed him as he look back at me and i could swear he mouthed i'll come it made me feel relief at least i'll see him i gave him a smile before i walked with mom
"Why are you doing this" i told her
"You have no self respect anymore"
"He wants me" i defended
"He should've done this before any of this happened"
"But now-"
"If i didn't lash out on him and his mom saw us do you think he'd have told her" she glared at me as she stopped a taxi "now get in the car and you'll never see him other than in the court".
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As expected it mom gave me a teenage treatment, she didn't allow me to get out of the restaurant and she took away my phone and laptop, i've waited for Justin hoping that his mom didn't kill him but he was nowhere to be seeing, I couldn't sleep at night and now i'm scared that he gave up on me-
Tick i gasps and look at the source of the sound, the window
Tick i got up and gave it a though who could it be it's almost midnight
Tick i went to the window and pulled the curtain on a side to see justin, i let out a laugh, i felt so happy to see him, he smile wild making me melt, i opened the window, he smile
"Can you come down?" He almost yell-whisper enough for me to hear but not enough to wake anyone, i let out a laugh and looked back
"I'll check" i whisper and closed the window quietly and went to the door, i looked back at the night rob, i pulled it on since i'm wearing a tank top and pants, i didn't care what i wore i just wanna see him, i opened the door and looked carefully around, i close the door as slowly and quietly as i could, my heart pounding so fast, i've never sneaked out and it felt so exciting to try it once, like a crazy teenage girl it's not like i'm 24, i went down and wore my sandals as i walked out making sure i close the door quietly, i looked at him as he grin and pulled out his hand, my heart explode as i almost run to him while giggling like a little girl, he chuckle as he opened his arms and i jumped in making him chuckled
"I missed you too" he pulled me off my feet and walked back
"Where are you taking me" i chuckle
"Kidnapping you" he whisper as he went to a nearby tree and went behind it so no one sees us from my house and the restaurant
"This is the first time that i sneak out" i let out a smile as he grin
"Me too. For a girl. I sneak a lot but never for a girl" i smile wild as my cheeks burned probably i'm blushing like an idiot, he held my hands and rest his forehead on mine making me look down shyly "I don't wanna let you go"
"Then don't" i whisper while holding his hands, he placed my hands on his waist as i felt his body warmth, he held my cheeks after he pulled back my hair, his scent is like my safe heaven it's so comfortable
"Look at me" i don't know what to do, i'm melting and we've never been romantically together we either fight or tease each other "sel" my heart melt as i looked into his light brown eyes and melt more, he smiled making me smile "i love you" i let out a smile
"I love you too" i whisper making him smile as i tug on his shirt like a child, he lean closer as he looked at my lips and my heart raced so fast i might faint, i looked at his lips i so wanna kiss him, when he kissed me  softly as i kissed back but the thought just hit me and I didn't wanna ruin the kiss but once my lips separated the words came out "i'm scared" i whisper, he stopped and lick his lips then he let out a sigh "i'm sorry" i breathed
"Don't" he lean back "of what" i look at him
"Of loosing you" I don't know why, it suddenly hit me "our moms" he kissed both my cheeks and forehead
"They can't force us to get divorce"
"After everything we finally told them the truth and"
"Babe" he cupped my face "i promise. Tomorrow morning i'll talk with my mom, i'll tell dad too he's on our side"
"Uncle Brian.. he's against us"
"We will get through this together, okay" i nodded
"I wanna believe in you" i held his cheeks
"I'll not let you down anymore" he kissed my shoulder softly then pulled my night rob up and kissed my neck making me fell sparks everywhere, I didn't notice that my night rob was down my shoulder "you're cute when you blush" i smile  as i wrapped my arms around his neck getting comfortable or is it because I don't want to let him go
"Why you're saying it like you're saying goodbye"
"Because" he pulled closer as he held me around my waist making me take a breath feeling his chest against mine "if i let you stay any longer i might just kidnap you" i smile and lean my forehead on his
"Maybe i wanna be kidnapped" i have no clue why i just said that, but I didn't mind, why?
"Don't tempt me" he gently pushed my forehead "if they took us as far as the court we will refuse okay" i nodded
"Of course"
"Now go inside" he was gonna lean back but i pulled him closer
"One more minute" i puppy face, why am i acting like a kid not wanting to let go, he smile
"You're so cute" why isn't he kissing me again, I didn't get enough of his lips, is it because i pulled back earlier that he thought that I don't want to? "I love you"
"I love you-" he kissed me and i was pleased with a new shut up kiss, i smile before i kissed him back making him smile as i felt sparks everywhere, he pulled me closer as he deepened the kiss and I didn't want to stop him as heated as it got, but it took a moment and he lean back a bit making me frown but i catch my breath
"I know but if I don't stop now" he catch his breath "i'll not be able to stop" he took a deep breath "I promise. Once we convince our parents, we will live together, our own house or apartment wherever you want okay?" I nodded with a smile and suddenly he hugged me so tight making me let out a breath but I didn't mind, i hugged him 
"Okay" i whisper into his shoulders "i have to go now" he leaned back slowly, he look at me
"I'll miss you" i smile
"I'll miss you too, i'll see you tomorrow" he nodded
"Your mom took your phone" i nodded
"Yea" i let out a smile "like a teenage girl who's forbidden to see her boyfriend"
"I'm your husband" he pinch my cheek making me chuckle while he grin
"Yea" he cupped my face and kissed my forehead for a moment making me smile and kiss his hand, he let out smile into my hair making me smile
"Goodnight"
"Goodnight" i smile and walked off and into the restaurant, i waved behind the glass window as he waved back biting his lower lips, ugh i already miss him.